voices.

2010-03-11T21:48:00.003+08:00

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its hard to believe but im, having fun.

this week, school's having camp. and upper sec's camp is all the learning journey and talks. yesterday, went to discovery centre. quite dull. and stupid, cause the bus actually went to science centre instead of singapore discovery centre, and then , the driver didnt know how to go to discovery centre from centre.

okay haha.that i can focus on my studies, which i really cant at the moment. again, im feeling so much emotions. mixed up ones. today, had those motivational talks. well, it didnt work much but i sort of had fun sitting with shawn, willie, yee swen , dee and zul. i got my hand painted orange, how could i not be happy ?

then after that headed home, to grab karangan book and did it with mary outside school, and handed in school. headed to meet friends. for awhile cause i rarely see them nowadays.

headed home then, i dont know why, i felt so weak that i slept from i got home till eight and still refused to wake up and bathe. but in the end, i did. for the sake of eating dinner.

im getting pretty tired of updating my blog when i got nothing to say here rather than my private one.

the reason why i said motivational talks arent working now. cause they are sooo many things on my mind which i want to settle and clear them out so that i can focus on my studies, which i really cant at the moment. urgh. im feeling alot of mixed up emotions again. help me.

2010-03-06T21:27:00.002+08:00

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I really thought it was so messed up when she slapped you in the face.

It made my night so perfect.

Well I’ll sail away to the end of the earth.

Before I could get her to move off the chair, so move off the chair

im addicted to an old band man. the lyrics, awesome.

okay so today, woke up, went to geylang.

got cranky cause i waited so long and walked so long to eat.

oh well. then went home, chatted with people. hah ! kecoh but fun.

then headed to bedok to settle some issues.

home, ohmy, i ate stingray alotalot just now. yea, now i got no idea what to talk about.

tomorrow's paramore's concert, i dont know what to expect due to what im feeling now, some people should know why.

i wonder if my mum's gonna pick me up tomorrow , cause i intend to go home late with mary.

yes, despite school tomorrow. but nahh, i dont think that will happen.

im totally blanked on what to write now. hah. its okay, i bet there's loads of things to write about tomorrow.

goodbye then :D

2010-03-06T00:32:00.004+08:00

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you stupid fucking ass.

kay hey. today as pernormal. maths period, was okay, i understood. then it was poa, understood, just the theory i dont quite rememberhow to do. physics next, did work, end up sitting with sathiesh and hazwan . they were jokers, making me laugh non stop. hah ! especially sathiesh. okay so, recess, ate, then after that was english, i got bored. so i slept quite a few times. after school, debate started. and i cant believe that she would still lie when evidence is found alr. and that she is guilty, i got to let out my say. and still she said that she wasnt crying about the rumour after recess, she said that when she was crying after recess was about wayne, when it was obvious that she cried because of the rumour. attention seeker much? ohwell. yea, i said what i had to say just now, but got really frustrated that you could still lie. you made my friend cry when she was really helping you all this while. what a waste. goodbye.

2010-03-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

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chill aye mary, every relationship has its ups and downs. for now, just be happy with him. treasure every moment. even when you tear and him too. you cry i cry. like yesterday. i thank you for understanding me everytime im upset. i love youuuuuuuuuuuuu ^^

kay hey. school started with mt,was trying to keep myself awake throughout. manage to stay awake. then it was SS, i wasnt happy nor sad, was feeling average. did essay. after that was maths, was keeping myself awake also. so then it was recess. ate with friends. then after that was CD, i just love CD lesson. mdm norsiah will show motivational videos to us. today's video was about a guy that had no arms. and uses his leg for everything. driving and even playing the guitar. someone should really pay attentive to the video. i was, it gave me some strength though. so then after that went for humanities. as usual, mr mohd was late again. but he showed us videos about how japan falled. shockingly, i was keeping myself awake eventhough it was war videos. i use to keep awake during war videos. i dont know what. happen.

after school, had a talk with jiamin, then headed for oral. was the first few ones, i screwed up badly. uh wth. after school, went to do my homework and some study with Amin. then after that headed home. thank god, internet is fine now.

SSTSD Day tomorrow. im super fucked up over what happen these past few days. but nevermind, i will put that aside and study. wont waste time crycrycry as its like seeking attention from others.

2010-03-02T22:37:00.002+08:00

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school was as per normal today . i brought maths and history textbook, turns out that i didnt even use both, just like last thursday. oh well. raj is sick. and our maths will definitely be affected. i started reading my book, some may say 'finally' but because i cant get myself to study due to recovering from some breakdowns, i started reading. its a good habit but bad habit for this timing cause i have to get myself to prepare for my fucking o's instead of reading, but pfft. i cant help it. book is about vampyres. yes, vampyres instead of vampires. i dont know why but it seems so cool , 'vampyres'

after school, i went to eat with sagiri, then met up with ms ruth for awhile, oh mann, how much i miss her. i miss her sweet voice nagging, teaching us bio. having re test to push us to where we are suppose to be targeted. she is so different from the bio teacher now. i prefer ms ruth a whole damn lot. okay so after that, i went to meet friends. turns out i was alone, soon lan came, and izzah. ooh, chemistry. haha. i headed to downtown with izzah to eat while she got some stupid stuff for her stupid thing. but it ended nice, i have to admit.

after that went back to meet friends and then i went home, went out with ibu and azhirah to tampines to buy new phone cover. then after that we bought food for dinner. bought mac. at home we ate, and ibu said about how sleeping will affect body weight, then my bro was like 'dah gemok dah !'

since he was shirtless, he looked down on his stomach, then i showed my mum mine, and soon my sister. joke. it totally made me laugh. my mum reacted 'nanti korang tak jage badan, gemok nanti !'

bro > dah pun.

me > i want that to happen please.

okay, recently got to know someone's attached. congrat ABANG FIEE. hehe. yea, my abang angkat, whom we are close, mostly through chat and texting, i really thank you for lending an ear for me. i told him how i felt tonight, i told him everything till i got so frustrated now. ohwell, imma pick myself up and grow stronger mentally. that will help and prevent guys from hurting me again. okay, i wanna do homework. kinda late alr, i know.

goodbye.

2010-02-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

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kay hey. today didnt do much. woke up at nine due to breakfast with mama at pasar bulat at tamp. the prata there is awesome i tell you. mind me, im being random here.

then headed home, i did some maths cause i was sleepy, yet i did some, then i went to meet friends to study. haha. sagiri was there. how unbelieveable. kay, i wanna start studying again. bye.

2010-02-26T23:14:00.002+08:00

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this is so hard to believe. mr raj there ! hah. awesome. some people were even so engrossed and excited when mr raj gave them a high five. that shows how teachers are alright when they are not in school. whereas, ms shaheeda, she is always the same hyper awesome crazy teacher as what zul said.

roadrace today at bedok. i went out late due to finding my ezlink card that was in my pocket the whole time. this shows that i could be really dumb at times. so then 81 was there as soon as i reached the bustop. but, it was packed that i cant even get in, so yea, i wanted for another one. i thought of taking 359 to interchange and taking the mrt but 81 came again. im glad i didnt took 359 to interchange cause i met moses in 81. was shock seeing him wearing tpjc's uniform. how awesome lah. i knew he was that type of guy that has brains, that is so smart. well he is. okay so then , we talked alot. till from 'eh ! how are you ?' till 'i dont get why jc girls wear short skirts'

haha. kay then alighted. met mary, headed to mac for early breakfast. i shall say that breakfast for mary was pretty sway cause she didnt got her hashbrown and she spilt her milo, my leg was affected uh. thanks. haha. then waited for dee, then we went to bedok reservoir, turns out, that when we reached there, all event started. so then we just sat there at waited for people to come back from walking. and suddenly, i saw some girls back, it was so fast.

so then, slowly, sagiri, naf nas syafeeza came back. then we took alot photos. it was fun i tell you. when prize giving, i remembered ruzaidee actually farted. hah. siol. he actually warned me first.

oh oh , and i shouted profanities, and two sec ones boy turn and giggled, well i was paiseyh at first but whatthell. so then after the whole event, class took photo, with mdm norsiah and ms shaheeda. and suprisingly, i saw the class ready to take photo again, then i saw raj in the middle, i rushed to join, that explains why im at the bottom aye.

so then headed to tampines one, me dee and mary walked and suddenly, ms shaheeda ask us to hop in her car. then we went hyper by playing with the escalators. immature attitude today -.-

we ate early lunch at secret recipe, mr lau sponsor ms shaheeda some money for us. how great. im so gonna gather the class to give smth to mr lau. so then after that we went walking around, ms shaheeda was looking for 'clothes'

i saw smth nice at dorothy perkins, im so gonna go there again and buy it. haha. okay so then planned to watch movie but failed because none was interesting and the timing werent good cause some need to be in school by six. so then we headed to the bowling alley at ehub , but then ms shaheeda intro us this interesting game and it was so fun i tell you.

its like, each card has it's purpose, like 2 - everytime you want to say smth, must start and end with fuck. haha. imagine a teacher doing that. haha. then there is water where you mixed and drink . all the stupid drink like gin seng and what tea. ew lah.

haha. then went to meet friends. played truth or dare. then went off go home. now uploading pics. imma sleep soon. someone said my eyes are small alr ^^

2010-02-23T17:29:00.005+08:00

yesterday.

blue

need go out, so i wanna bathe. hope nothing happens later, luck has really gone bad on me. bye.

2010-02-22T18:40:00.002+08:00

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thinking day today. which means marching infront of the whole school. and yea, i was up to flag raising singapore flag again. izzul tried to see me but the girl guides contigen block him . yes . the first sedia was awful. im honest. but then when marching out, i kinda saw all hands at the same pace. it was nice but can be better. alot actually. after marching out we took some pics , which maybe i'll upload here. so then after that lesson began. ss, then maths. well, i got sad. im dumb at times. bio next, was so moody. adib even said 'shikin, smile !'

weird. recess, then malay and english.

after school was such a chaos till it disturbed me till now. goodbye.

thanks liyana for the paramore poster !

2010-02-21T20:27:00.002+08:00

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obvious isnt it ?

okay hey. i got my sleep from staying up late last night. thats all i need for the weekend. woke up at 12. realised that my little sister's 9th birthday is tomorrow. so then went out, i got amin to accompany me here and there. i still remember the grey top at fox. i want it mann. hah. okay so then went to toyrus, where i saw this art kit, it reminded me of her joining the art club recently, so yeah since it was cheap and seem worth it, i bought it with hesitation. then headed to ws, where we found the macdonald so packed with humans on every sit. so then we decided to walk around first, then after that bought this top for azhirah at tom and stefani. 20 bucks uh. nevermind. then headed to downtown by bus. haha. somehow, i find amin lazy and choosy. like me. so then i saw someone i know inside the bus, then amin said that he kept looking at us, the 'one-kind-look'. so went we alight, he also looked. at wtf. so then ate. alot. as usual. then headed to central to find headband. haha. end up, dont have. so then we just sat for awhile then went home. then saw elia and val. then after that went home , then went out , 453 with val and elia for awhile. we kinda talked alot. laughed to . val's voice is diff !

then headed 461 where no one layan-ed me, so id rather sat with elia and val. amin sent home since his headphone was with me.

2010-02-20T23:53:00.002+08:00

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20th feb; guides thinking day celebration.

woke up before 'alarm clock' rang. bathe. finish up the props and headed to school. with shoe. my corn was in pain i tell you. pain alright. its just that i dont dare use flip flops on such occasions excluding school, school isnt and occasion. its a torture :D

so then we headed to kallang. indoor stadium. just as i got there. i saw a paramore poster. was so engrossed with it i tell you. how awesome. soon, the adorable brownies came. our ones. so then we started our nonsense with them since we rarely see them and we also missed them. soon, we all went inside the stadium and did nothing again, well then we got hungry and headed to leisure park where we bought burger king and ended up eating outside the indoor stadium due to restricted of fastfood in the stadium. ohwell. so then we ate and then we talked about ms siti, being a police officer in the prison where she had her turning point.

somehow the term 'turning point' seems so interesting to me. the more turning points i heard, the more motivated i am to get to mine. but i think mine is still far. okay so then we need not rehearse cause the celebration began when we came in from our meal. we werent really high as we all werent sitting together due to people jumbled up here and there. so then, when it was our turn. we found out that all we had to do is form two rows and follow the rest infront while holding our crops and waving at audience. how awesome.

since ms siti wanted me and rena to be at the back of the line, we decided to act super insane. and so we did. even before we came out. we were like dancing to the songs, and taking pictures. but when it was our turn, i remember me and izzah suddenly feeling so eager to go out. haha. so then we went out and me and rena acted as hikers, pointing here and there with camera in our hands. and we manage to wave at the wife of the president. so then after that we stood infront of the audience waiting for everything to be done, then we ran back to our starting point. seriously run. haha. awesome.

then sit back for awhile then headed to that stage again, then sing sing sing. then east division got a compliment from someone. awesome ah. then went to our guides and took photos here and there. then went back school. then headed to usual place. played truth or dare. again. the dare was just terrible ah. okay then headed home. was shock to see no one's around. everyone was busy. including azhirah, she went to her friend's birthday party, ibu went to repair her sewing machine, ayah went to do his taxi job, abang went to dikir barat at some pesta perdana. how awesome. phoned ibu, asking for permission to have dinner outside at mac. so then went out, with lepak friends, ate at mac. then slacked. then after that went to buy shampoo and then went home. udy was making stupid recording and guess what, he started calling me boncet alr. my next target i guess. wth lah. okay i think i wanna rest. im tired.

Goodnight.

2010-02-19T23:56:00.002+08:00

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day started with someone not waking me up, causing him to wake up late, causing him to go school late, causing him to not blog. haha. kay, then headed to school. started day with maths. raj abesent again. hope he's fine man. i dowant him to die. alright, that was insulting. hah. next was POA. its confusing aye. physics next, i copied answers and quek got upset. f you.

okay, recess. then it was english, i think im improving on my english. im happy, at least i see effort being paid off. BUT, i still fail though. this is just the starting, must excel in all subjects.

kay, then headed to meet amin , then lepak for awhile. then went home, then went to mac to eat. trained, to simei for rehearsal. trust me, i was so frighten with that someone there. f you.

we did like totally nothing. so that explain why i wont talk much about what i did in changkat cause i did mostly nothing. headed to usual place, brought izzah along.

before that, we went walking at ws, where few ite boys, follow us around to get our number. i thought they were asking for izzah's number, turns out izzah said they were saying 'kawan syaz'

okay skip. lepak people played truth or dare all the way. i got kissed but few people mostly girl except one. then i was dared to kiss izzah. then just as they started to make the game more wild, i got a call from my mum. she ask me where am i, then i lied cause i didnt want her to pick me up.

suddenly she said 'bohong eh kau, masok kereta skrg !'

wtf lah, i cried the whole journey to boonkeng. im too lazy to type out here about what i felt. but my dad says that he may start abusing me again. wth. im sleepy. bye.

2010-02-18T22:02:00.004+08:00

random pictures for today.

i got right migraine in the morning. spoil my morning. so then headed to school, oh that reminds me of the recipe. first lesson was malay. it was the common test for malay students. then paper seem easy and manageable just that the bina ayat gave me trouble. great. next was Social studies. i forgot why the six people infront and miss shaheeda suddenly talk about guys drinking sperm. then i ask a stupid question and ms shaheeda answered it. and zul and sathiesh were like, ice blend ice blend, slurpee. wth lah. crack my stomach up !

next was maths, its kinda relieving that raj was absent, still there was work but its kinda not pressuring maths for us. and i still cant listen to music while doing it. how awesome. then recess, i stayed in class do maths. next was CD lesson. was sleepy but the videos mdm norsiah were so touching and motivating that i just have to watch them till the end. especially the first video. awesome lah. next was history , talked about japan attacking pearl harbor. awesome uh the videos. i love it lah.

next, rushed home then change took clothes. then went to school. well, i dont want to say anything. then procedure of thinking day marching was explained. its quite similar just that we organising the whole thing. cool or what. haha. how awesome, i marched with slippers. my corn then bleed. cause i kept peeling it. mak and mama say that peeling is beneficial for corns.

so after guides, headed to meet friends. then went home.

homed, bathed ate alot, then did homework, now chatting with friendss.

but im sleepy alr. night.

2010-02-17T20:55:00.004+08:00

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she calls me chikin, i call her chacha.

my day started with waking up from sleep at 3.30am
i keep waking up from my sleep and then cannot sleep. baik pe. knowing that it rained cause amin told me that it was when he was texting me, i felt cold cause i switched on both fan and aircon. sometimes, it can get really warm you know.

kay then, it was 10-15 minutes more till wake up time, i told amin i want to sleep for awhile, then he woke up me. baik uh , skejap. my headache kills me in the morn.

so then headed to school, with izzul. thanks izzul.

POA was first before class, mdm norsiah gave her cookies she made then she passed around my cornflakes, then she asked for my recipe. then i told zul that it was somewhat from my "moyang" then he was like 'loyang' ?

okay, POA, its getting confusing i tell you, i hate asking questions nowadays, cause i'll intend to ask questions which make mdm norsiah sigh. and there was once, i was still lagging on the previous question and i said to myself , 'im slow'

then alfredo heard and said smth, i forgot what, and it seriously made me pissed mann. he kept on pestering me nowadays. fuck off kay. no wonder people hate you.

you are so good with words infront of miss shaheeda saying that you will change for the benefit of everyone. ah whatever lah you.

okay so then it was english , i forgot why i laughed so hard. haha. oh , i remember when sathiesh wanted to punch hole on his paper, oh god damn it, he made the sound effect, priyan sagiri me zul and hazwan were like the ones laughing. jokers.

p.e. next, i sat with yee swen, shawn and jonathan, me shawn and jonathan wont stop eating the cornflakes till it finish.

recess next , i bought garlic bread, ate few bites and suddenly lost appetite. ate medicine and went for bio.

biology lesson was spent on facebook. me and dee went to search for this guy. i saw his eyebrows and almost thought he was a girl. rabak ah jantan sekarang.

haha. maths was next. raj pms ah. he scold scold scold. then at the end of the period he just walk out, wtf lah. then i didnt went down cause i was lazy to. so then i listen to music while trying taking a nap but i dont know why i cant. then it was emaths tutorial. i like the teacher accent ah, especially her first. awesome. sagiri like too ^^

then it was amaths, people got back their amaths common test, it was both relieving and terrifying for me cause alot got single digits over 50 and i kept wondering what would i have gotten if i were to sit for that common test which i unfortunately didnt cause i vomited on the day itself. then raj was so pissed that he held us back for 15 minutes, thanks ah you.

headed to meet friends at the usual.

today like suddenly got alot of people, some of them i find it awkward that theyre there.

oh oh, i remember me calling tasha and they thought that i was calling a guy. peje. haha.

okay, i wanna end this post.

tragic happens. im sorry it ended this way. but its best for both you and me. goodbye.

2010-02-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

im heading to bed but i want you, to read this.

if you cant stand me ? why do you still like me. im sure you got other girls. and dont think of me being self centered only, which human isnt self centered, you your ownselve is being selve centered. you kept saying you are hurt, but do you realise that you've hurt me for these two fucking days ?

yeah , to you i maybe self-centered, but ive tried okay, caring about you, about your family, about your mum. remember ? im trying okay, dont you appreciate little stuff i do ? NO.

i gave in to everything just to make you feel satisfied. but did you appreciate it.

you said that i made your hopes high just be saying 'i miss you' to you ?

look at the distance we live in , i rarely meet you. i cant barely count the meets we have you know. please think.

i admit that i wasnt listening to your problems lately, because you rarely tell me alright.

and lastly you finally said that you hated me. i'll accept that rather that protesting to make you feel better alright.

oh, and about tasha, well i dont know that much about what she think about this. and yea, i told her everything, i cant be possibly putting her perspective here. so why dont you ask ?

2010-02-15T17:10:00.002+08:00

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confusion

nothing special happen today. just that i have massive painful migraine every where i go. i went to downtown just now, to buy butter to bake cornflakes for the class as a friendship day present. and to also buy mac since i skipped breakfast and intended to eat lunch, but as soon as i got there, it was 11.50 and there is still ten more minutes till lunch. i was pissed, so then i walked home in the sun. i was having fever and migraine and i walk in the sun. i swear it was killing me, and i kept hoping i reach home. as soon as i got home, i lay down on the couch till ibu cook mee, i just ate little due to no apetite. i ate for the sake of eating medicine, then i wanted to sleep but i caught my eyes on this interesting show on suria. haha. funny,

and guess what, i got azhirah to help me take things since i felt so weak to get up. now, she probably having fun in the pool cause they went to sengkang swimming pool, im not jealous cause i dont wish to go there, the indoor swimming pool is effing cold.

goodbye.

2010-02-14T21:45:00.002+08:00

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remember me forever.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, HAPPY VALENTINES
while i caught flu today -.-

so woke up, bathe, called mac. yessssss. macdonalds. yum yum. ate, then after that got ready and went out, went to the restaurant where kak inoi wedding is. was quite crowded outside. lucky the mall was quite deserted cause it was chinese new year. hah. so yeah, i was one of the camera women yg tak menjadi with kak wati. so then there was once, the camera man wanted to get in the picture but he needed someone to take the pic for him, then he ask kak wati to take with the bigbig camera. woah, i was like so engrossed seeing how he took the photos till i end up looking at him taking the pics instead of me taking too.

then suddenly, i started sneezing non stop. ah wtf lah. flu, then got headache. ive been having sorethroat for eating swensens twoce cause i ate the sticky chewy chocolate twice in a day.

now my voice sounds different. webcamming with amin -.-

im feeling so sick i tell you. sick !

2010-02-10T20:23:00.002+08:00

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ehem.

today super busy. poa first, i was busy eating while doing poa. somehow, its getting tougher lah. i got a kick from mdm norsiah. next, english, did summary test. i got confused on picking the points. pfft. next was p.e. i urge myself to run this time and i got 14.36 if i was 25 seconds earlier i would have gotten 5 points. how dissapointing ! was feeling nausea and dizzy after run. ah great. then after that went for bio. i got full marks for my arch reflex essay question ! omg ! yay !

haha. success. then after that maths, differentation was kinda fun. but i was still sleeping. emaths next, after break. i laughed alot thanks to sathiesh and priyan and hazwan. then went it was nearly amaths, sathiesh suddenly 'we want raj!'

believe me im laughing now. and some how i got addicted to the 'we want raj !'
haha. like riot like that. so then off to meet friends. talk awhile cause was feeling sick. ah , god damn it, im not sick .

subri took my pencil case and zamri took my cekak. ah thanks people thanks.

haha. imma revise bio now. biology and humaities.

2010-02-09T09:35:00.002+08:00

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sway

i had the monday blues yesterday. i hate it. school was as per normal for yesterday. today, i went to school but end up at home.

it started with waking up at 6.30. i didnt know what happen to my phone. its always switching off by itself. then no alarm sia like that. so then rush to bathe and pack bag and wear full u cause im lazy to bring it. so might as well wear it. but , if i were to wear it, i cannot come school late. cause its a shame. so then went to school with izzul. then at school, was feeling damn dizzy and sweaty. vomited out, went back to sit down. then vomited again. called ibu, asked wether can fetch or not. she refused to and on top of that, she accused me doing this on purpose. wahh , baik. cried. then suddenly, she called me saying she is outside school. oh woah. i told mr raj and mdm norsiah. even mr raj said 'aiyo ? how could you be doing this on purpose.'

mr raj understands. now at home, feeling so weak, idk why. i need to rest then study till night again. goodbye.

2010-02-06T22:30:00.002+08:00

picture of the dayy;

i'll open the window so you all can say goodbye.

i've been busy with studies and guides lately, this is an improper post as i had three hours of sleep previous night. due to johor outing with mak ngah and mak lang. so yea, i think i'll sleep real soon. thinking day rehearsal pics and class floorball pics are uploading at my fb, tag yourself. goodnight people.

stupid kupa kupa

2010-02-02T22:03:00.002+08:00

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perseverance

yay. update. been busy with studies and school. and tutorials. monday had tutorial after school. biology tutorial. i was left out.but who cares right ? then farhan and adib and dion kicked out alfredo and let me in their group. so did practical. i swear farhan's voice sounded like some father's voice. didnt remember much, but i broke something, the stirrer. it drop on my foot then broke. i want it to break at my leg and bleed. but nevermind :)
went off, met friends, then i finish my malay. yay. sort of lah. went home, i was asking my bro one malay question and he yell at me. ohwell. a level student mah. i understand.

today, had physics and poa test. amaths was unbearable cause i cant get some facts in my head. but i manage to stay awake during the lesson although i felt like dozing off. woah. physics was enjoyable cause i manage to do the test. because i studied. yay. :) next was poa, i couldnt balance at first but after that i realised that my goodwill in the capital account wasnt there. then it balance :)

recess, ate. then humanities was spent on talking about life as a student. you know , those a and o level talks. mr muhd talked about that instead of history. but its okay, it was worth it cause it really got into my mind. somehow, people retaking olevels are making me panic :(

mother tougue was spend writing notes, and test. then after that assembly period, me and riphdy were being good students doing malay while the class was at chaos. haha.

guides today got me lethargic. i had to teach three sec ones students. one kept fidgiting and horse kicking, one did well but will be transferring cca -.- , another kept 'oh shit' after a mistake. its okay :)

after marching, we got some singing and games along. it was fun uh. after that headed to meet friends. then headed home, now i feel like sleeping , at why, its suddenly cold tonight, and i dont think i'll be running tomorrow, my leg still hurts kay.

stupid corn, go away please.

2010-01-30T00:32:00.002+08:00

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sagiri !

today, was alright. went to school. someone spoilt my mood early in th morning. yea, you read my blog ah nowadays. thanks uh. first lesson was maths, i did nothing but stay awake for mr raj's class. haha. then poa, my homework balance ! yay for shikin. physics next, pfft. bio, adib ask me wether i was okay or not. woah, people do read facebook. duhh. recess, ate. then it was english. boring, but fun. class was making a nuisance as usual.after that rush home, got ready and went back school for guides thinking day thingy. took bus there, bond with other school's guides. we saw mark ! haha. rena dah start cair. wth.

i went high, i bet if jiamin was there, everyone will go bizarre.

after that, jiamin came to gave me a ride to badminton court there. went there, played badminton, i fell when moving back. then after that, met amin. talk. slacked. went home.

saw farah, i wish i didnt saw here, so that things would exceed to worser situations.

goodnight.

2010-01-27T20:58:00.002+08:00

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i miss her. come singapore this year, i beg you.

kay, hey. was late today. i got a very bad treatment from my dad that made me teared while standing in line, being late. uh, wtf. idontcare already uh. profanities, right in my face. fuck it.

kay, poa first, i ate bread. did poa, then it was english, then p.e, wrote timing. then after that, recess, ate. then after that bio test. i slept for awhile in order to keep awak for maths. and it worked !
then after that hell began. amaths for one and a half hour, then after that break, emaths one hour, amaths one hour. smth happen between mr raj and priyan that made me and sagiri laugh non stop.

haha. then after that ate cake in class, i swear it was fattening. then realise that my ezlink was still in school . then head to general office, they asked me search for nathan at HOD. jiamin called, then she told me find mr zin at 3rd floor. went 3rd floor, he ask me find nathan. uh bagos. then nathan ask me why wear slipper, then i showed my corn, then my leg cram. i was like 'ah fuck fuck' hahaha.

then went to meet friends, i finish my poa homework there. yay. both balance yay. then after that went home. now its 9.30, im sleepy alr. nightnight.

2010-01-26T21:25:00.002+08:00

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You promised, promised not to let me drown.

hey, today went to school with izzul. its tuesday, means wearing girl guide uniform. i wore half u.

went to school early, took award for both eagles and good progress award. siol , i was like rushing after the eagles award to take the second one, i was just in time you know. damn paiseyh cause i think the whole school saw my rushing back into the line. siol je.

kay, after that was maths, its like a wake up call for me alr. after maths was physics, i cant concentrate uh, and i hate magnetism. then after that was poa. test, wtf. i did it wel except i forgot my balance brought down. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL AH. then recess, we all got cranky cause no place to sit.

next was humanities, did blitzkrieg definition and talk about maps, then after that was malay peribahasa test. yay. then after that went to hall for assembly. it wasnt that sarcastic comedy like others. i hate those that act funny but are actually sarcastic. after that headed to canteen to eat. then after that guides began. tough session today. guides march in the sun and sweat damn lot. i pity them though but this is already planned and we must train them for our day. which is coming, ah, i'll be doing the same thing again, flag raising. singapore flag again. its okay, i like also. then after that headed to jiamin house then to 461, did some homework. lepak for awhile and headed home. now at home, chatting and listening to some music. i want to rest now. goodnight people.

2010-01-25T19:14:00.002+08:00

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stick stickly, gahh.

set alarm at 5, stick stickly. i woke up right away. weird for me you know. so then since i had nothing to do, i chat with my cousin that is at amsterdam, stephanie. i saw nikita too. but nikita very shy. haha. kay, meet izzul, and dan. dan got a blister or smth at his hand. i was so tickled when i touched it, both of them find me weird, uh, as usuals.

we were few seconds late from school. i blame the light at the void deck ! they will know why. haha.

then after that school started with SS, alot copying. neck hurts.

next maths, oh shit, i got amaths test tomorrow. kaykay, then bio, cracks me up like hell. i kept on spilling profanities out loud in class. i'd laugh if you dont know the meaning of profanities cause its a nice word. haha ! crap. we were learning about nervous system. jonathan said smth funny that made me laugh when my neck is alr in pain.

recess, just drank mineral water. then after that headed to mt, was fun at first. then started to text gigz. then after that headed to class for english. compo was 18 over 30, mdm zubaidah says im improving. yay, hardwork paying off. thanks to book reading ah ! yay ! and english was so funny cause sathiesh and zul make fun of alfredo's laugh till i laugh hard despite pain in th neck. mdm zubaidah also showed us some clips which were very funny.

then went to prize giving thing, tomorrow having prize giving. uh , must bring shoe. i wont shake hands with principal wearing slippers kay.

went home, ate, rest. study, im taking break now. i wanna bathe, then continue my studies. goodbye.

2010-01-24T22:28:00.003+08:00

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goodfriend as me say to someone > ' eh atleast aku pergi gig, aku dengar hxc tak mix mix ah. butoh. aku tak macam kau. berbual banyak tapi no actions. aku dare kau masok mosh pit la sia.
then kau tanyer, aper kau tau pasal hardcore '
mesti dier paisey rabak

kay gig was awesome. save the stars got me jumping and heand banging despite the bruise i got.

avalansa was awesome too despite someone turning my mood down. ah fuck.

look, he just called again saying those crappy words when he is drunk. ah fuck.

2010-01-22T21:11:00.002+08:00

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went school with izzul. early because of prize giving. pfft. turns out it rain. and nothing. no ceremony. sial ah. was damn pissed i tell you . first lesson was maths. did graph thingy. wahh two question blow my mind. but i manage to finish it. next was poa. ALFREDO fucking piss me off today. i kept shouting because i was unsure of what the new topic was. not like him, he will make unneccessary noise in class which everyone hates. at least people laugh cause i dont know why i was so blurrrrr today. fuck sia. uh, he pisses me off mannnnn. next was physics. i chatted with gigz for awhile using my phone. haha! first time chat with someone at home while i was in school. recess, ate. then went for english lessons. we did letter writting. then went off, went to met friends at 461 with dee mary naf and nasuha.

headed for downtown after that. print pics. then went off home. cause i was needing the toilet so badly. so then went off at three. to meet izzul and zam and friends. went to izzul house to do mum's present. heheh. then after that went off to play badminton. was bored i tell you. but then gigz called for awhile :) heh.
had dinner at central , i hurt my corn alot of times. then went 461 and now here with jiamin at izzul's house.

iman ! heh. im like this alr. not hanyut. asal kau kesah sangat. im not being rude kayy. im just being myself now. is that a problem ?

2010-01-21T22:18:00.002+08:00

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like aura of darkness surrounds you.

zam feel yesterday.
izzul feel last two days.
baik.

today was rather quite a day. manage to finish yesterday hell of two hours of extra maths as tutorial. today, went to school with izzul shairfan and dan. first lesson was mt, cikgu absent. i sat beside zul, under the fan in the air con class. fucking cold i tell you. next ss, we did olevel paper. last year ones. i couldnt understand anything. although first question was easy. i see not clue in the first source.next was maths. wasnt that hard. recess was spent with the usuals. ate. then went off for CD. bestbest. i just love having mdm norsiah in the class. she makes our class go high and lively. last two periods was humanities. watch saving private ryan. it was awesome.

i'll end here. no mood.

2010-01-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

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bear.

met izzul in the morn. went to school. three maths period in the morn isnt working out for me. like seriously, i cant concentrate, that is the reason why i got upset because i didnt know how to do the test. ah fucked up alr. then it was physics which i also cant understand cause i dont like magnets. then poa, test again, i didnt balance. baik uh .
went down recess, realise that worse embarass thing happen. uh, idc alr. then it was humanities. followed by mt. headed to perfomance theatre for briefing for flag day.

ate , change. girlguide session. it was okay, rena cried due to some reasons which i agree. uh. kay, then went izzul house. cat made stupid noises. saw tasha's smiley. niceeeeeeeeeee. then i went home. izzul fell, that made my day. now imma sleep to get ready for tomorrow's day. night.

2010-01-18T21:27:00.004+08:00

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this cat is soft.

today went to school. met dee. woah, got newspaper today. just that some people stole it away. thanks ! then it was skirt check for us girls. i didnt get caught cause mine was acceptable just that the behind part of my skirt was short. therefore, i pulled it down and pop! goes the hook. lucky i saw limli's bag got safety pin haha ! random. first lesson was social studies, i use the time to have a chat with riphdy and zul. it was fun chatting with them, like got bond like that.
next was maths, smth happen to zubair that cracks me up. haha. then it was bio, teacher absent = wifi in class with aa in my ear not forgetting worksheet AND ALSO no tutorial. woah, damn.

then recess, after recess, mother tougue. oh sad. then it was english. i got cranky cause someone took my newspaper. great uh. then i got difficulty doing journal writting. then after that, i headed to meet my friends where i finish my malay and social studies homework. then after that, i headed home just to find out that ibu ayah and azhirah had gone to batu pahat. wah, damn shocked. when to mak's house, ate and bathe. went out, saw friends for awhile then walk home with subri. then after that, i ate ice cream , and ate and ate. then drink and drink. now webcamming with izzul.

izzul's "eh mendak lah !" (with action) fucking cracks me up like hell !

kay , me wanna rest for tomorrow's school. nightnight readers. takecare. for those taking n and o level , please do start studying now.
study smart ! :)
this sunday will be a day to relieve both stress on studying and family. yay 24 january.

2010-01-17T21:47:00.002+08:00

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screw you. why cant i have guy friends ? is it wrong. oh im sorry then. you dont know my friends so dont ever judge a book by its cover.

problems are rising, but i wont stop my revision. forgodamn sake, i cant stand family sometimes. yesterday, i planned to stay home study but instead i caught up in ibu's persuation to follow them with tanjung to some car autoshop and then to mustafa. then only good thing i did was i read my book till finish. hah . clap for that please.

so then at mustafa, i caught in dad's persuation to pay all the things we took using my nets. total was 78.95. baik. i'll be expecting more in my bank from him. then off to get food at beach road. that was went i finish my book. damn happy. awestruck. then after that headed to geylang to buy durians. both family there were so extremel engrossed with durians.

irritating, i should say.

next, we went changi , ate all our food there, after munching on my starfruit, i stargaze while texting gigz. savethestars mahh. haha. then after that i got real bored and cranky due to my mum. i was like 'ibu, adek nak balek.' alot of times. she kept replying, 'dah nak balek lah ni ' the more she said that , the more topics the two parents open up to talk while azhirah and fidzlynn were busy playing, and me , FUCKING LEFT OUT. i got really pissed off i tell you. till my phone was dead. i use my mum's phone. then the one that had sympathy was roslee tanjung, not even my parents. uh, whatthe. tkpe uh kay.

then today woke up, went to study, before that, mak told my mum about me slacking at 461, oh great. nice going grandma, what wrong did i ever done to you ?! then i call ibu saying i want to go out, then when she ask where i heard ayah saying 'nanti dier pegi bawah rumah mama dier lepak' uh fuck. i shouted at the phone, hang up , went out without waiting for them to return home. then after that went 461 awhile. then went downtown, study, ate, mama fetch go hardland mall at kovan. nice place. i had a nice chat with mama, at least she understand, at least she have time to talk to me about life, not like my mum, everytime i say things relevant to life like boys she will say ' jangan nak mengada ngada lah '

padehal , i wanted to have a heart to heart talk with her. baik uh.

it feels not like going home, but somehow, i thought, maybe mama ask me out because she wants to send me home so that i wont runaway again. see, mama care. haiyo.

last night, my dad's uncle, tok bak , passed away , last time i saw him fit, no sickness was at a wedding, among all my dad's aunties and uncles, he was the only one to pull me and kiss me. i find that awkward. but knowing that he passed away, it kinda made me sad. he was kind. i told this to tasha she said that maybe tokbak alr know that he was about to die. haha. yea right. kay, imma call my friend then go to sleep.

goodnight people.

2010-01-14T21:30:00.003+08:00

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my only one - yellowcard <3

hey. today was okay. went to school. with slippers again. haha. ibu step on my corn then miss shaheeda wanted to step on it tooo. haha. kay. first lesson was mother tongue. nothing much happen. then it was SS, i got cold so i switch places with satiesh. then satiesh sit at yeongsheng place. then yeong sheng sat at my place. idk even know why i type that. then it was maths. i kinda understand what mr raj taught now. yay mr raj.

then recess, ate. talk cock with people. two girls smth smth. wth.

then it was CD, it was so fun i forget why it was so fun. but then got jc and poly cut off points. haha. was so shock when i saw innova jc.

kayy. then it was humanities. i swear to god mr muhd was high. he taught us in funny ways, all kind . haha. it made me easier to understand.

then after that went home, change. went to meet gigz, my friend. ate with him. swear i was full. then after that, went to mac cafe. study. awhile. kay tk sangat lahh. then met nas for awhile. then after that we went seperate ways. i went to meet my friends. and woah, jiamin was there. was happy.

haha. izzul was asleep when i was there.okay, i studied. then went home.

woah, abang know them now. haha. kay. abang advise me afew things then. we're okay now. but i had it when siblings fight. its hurtful mannn.

kayy, shikin wants time to sleep now. nights reader .

2010-01-12T18:34:00.002+08:00

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i want to sneeze but i cant. pfft.

before i get down to study later, imma blog.

school today started with coming in late. haha. wth. i saw mary, then fie. wahh. damn, i was kinda pissed cause i need go doctor later and somemore im late for school. which means i need to wait for 2.30 for my ezlink card. ah. whatthe. but my girls were there except nasuha. haha. kay, then lesson started with raj with maths. trigoshits. i kinda understand now. now, all i dont understand yet is still logarithms.

Moving on, physics. mdm quek was absent. music in my ears ! wanted to read book . but there were worksheets. so yeah, did them.

Poa test. it was easy, i confirmed my answers with zul and it was right.

recess, sat with ina, haziqah and hafizah. cram disturbed me. oh wtf. history, i meesed up the fucking sbq. i was having crams so i just wrote what i remember. oh wth lahh. then it was mt. sat with mary, i wore fad's leather jacket that was made up of like garbage plastic kind. haha. assembly after that, music, but boring. i saw drums. if only avalansa play during assembly. i would be filled with awe.

after school, waited for 2.30, took ezlink, then ms allyson sent me off at gate. then after that rushed home and change, went to polyclinic. same doctor. this time waiting queue isnt that long. i saw a fucking skinnier girl than me. i was disgusted, more skinnier that girl in e1.

got letter. yay. haha. then went home, mak's home first. played drums till hand blister now. now at home, wanted to study but they going out, i dont know to follow or not. alot of advantages and disadvantages.

advantages, i get to relax :) and eat !

disadvantages, i dont get to eat. and study.

i think im following ah .

2010-01-09T21:28:00.002+08:00

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today was cca day. pfft, i didnt presentation , i forgot how many times. nervous but okay lahh.

i got no mood to post. thanks to family, got scolding for using computer when im doing heymath ?! and somemore she say i was smiling. no i wasnt, im moody since i got home from central just now. wth lah. think what you think. hate me or anything i dont care alr, i wna study.

2010-01-07T20:00:00.002+08:00

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boo . hey.

today thursday . first lesson wass mt, best ah. then it was ss, i understood what she thought. kay, then raj was absent. then stay in class. went for recess. wasnt in the mood to eat. so then after that was CD, videos cheered me up. some gory ones too. then humanities, revise policy of appeasement. then after that headed home.

i feel that my problems wont stop. yesterday fought with my brother like so hard but we didnt did anything physical cause mum was shouting alr. he said i wear make up thick , but it was not that thick. like wtf, i was so pissed that i wasnt in the mood to iron his clothes cause we were going out alr. so then i just walked away. and he accuse me of saying 'cb'

wth lah. i kept fighting back but my mum started shouting. fucking hell.

i kept holding tears from then on. today , i dont want to say what happen. cause it was fucking obvious.

uh, ass. ive had enough alr. life sucks, i know. im gonna let nothing is going to ruin my will to study and progress in my olevels that are coming fast. no more crying alr. i wont let tears and anger distract me no more.

2010-01-02T15:51:00.004+08:00

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breathe you in and its all over now.

pfft. this year countdown was an unforgettable one. why ?
cause i was so pissed mannn. everyone was going to ecp to ton. i know i cant ton lahh. but cant i just go there and go home ? wth, then i was stuck fishing with two families and changi sailing club. it was damn cold there. i complaint to people that it was cold. and somemore i was left out, battery low, lying on an uneven ground. yea, then i was otp with gigz, then they started packing , was happy then. lucky i can charge phone in car.

so then after that went to eat at hawa kat serangoon. nice. mee hoon and soursop was craving since the first time i ate there. i realise, going out with tanjong's family, everytime after eating , they will talk alot till i get sleepy. soo i was sleepy, complaining started. then they wanted to go mustafa. oh wth. my parents arent working the next day so thats why they wanted to go home late.while me on the other hand, have work the next day, was so pissed mann. till i threw tantrums. then after that went home, woke up at 1.

stay home, went work. work was fun cause got new song. lagu matrep matreap pun ader. got boys and girl by pixie lott somemore. haha.
ibu mama mak azhirah kakak ijah kak fad and abang hafiz came. yay. was happy. they get free food sia. haha. then closing. when i had nothing to do after work, i kept replying the pixie lott song and dance and played with the curtain. haha. then after that, i went home.

woke up at 12, haha. then stay home till now. later going out. kay bye. im tired. im scared.

2009-12-31T13:22:00.002+08:00

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comel uh .

kay hey. finally i bug myself to update this shit. kay. i'll just update about ytd kayy.

woke up , did some chores. went out to work. limyi waited for me when i didnt even say i wanted to meet him. ohwell. kay. then walked to work. he fooled around at the backdoor till my leg skin tore. he thought it was a joke. but when he saw blood and pain, he felt guilt. I KNOW.

he ended begging me for forgiveness. so how was my work ? most busy day for me. alot of commotion. one guy even went inside the kitchen and find the manager. wtf, all the people in the kitchen were pissed by then. after work was funn. we all sat outside and hear music. but i saw for awhile cause it was 11 plus already. went home, webcam with markyyy. then , gigz called. i swear he sleeptalk to me ! hah. wtf.

today woke up, guess what. my diarrhea is back. sial betol. i got nadhirah to replace me but im scared to call office. haha. i'll call at three then. kaykay, i wna eat. ohoh, i drop a tobasco sauce ytd. feel like taking one glass piece . haha.

2009-12-26T00:59:00.002+08:00

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woke up ate, diarrhea strike macam CB.

went work , kinda alot of people but time passed by quite quick. bought pizza back home. yummeh. garlic bread was oh so good. haha. kayy. i kept hugging the lion nas gave me . cute uh, haha.

im sorry short post. especially to natasha.

2009-12-25T01:37:00.003+08:00

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happy birthday me..

kayy. start with 12 midnight yesterday. all the tiredness after work dissapear when azhirah came out the room with a big box. unwrapped. i was webcamming with iman sia. so then it was an orange checkered camera bag. was kinda 'oh, camera bag.' then it was heavy. so suspect something big. it was a dslr camera. i freaked out.

played with camera while azhirah webcamed with iman . ape saje lah. then after that , i webcam with iman till 3 am . iman was sooo jealous with my fb wall.

woke up, raining. sadded. then after that headed to tampines, met nas, went to chippy to get my fried mars balls. i saw abang with the attack attack baju ! haha. kay. then mary hug me from behind. aww, shweet.

then off to marina bay, waited for shuttle bus then fadhlynn and edruce tag along. reach there, me and nas started flying kites. then wind there was oh so good. it was fun. then after that ate. me nas fadhlynn and edruce laugh alot.

god, i love that part. then bought ice cream . haha. then fadhlynn and edruce went off first then after that we camwhored. then off to pasir ris. we slack till 10 plus. it was fun uh.

my birthday this year, was little effort but its the thought that matters. i thank all people that wished me . i love you all . and the hurting part is that some girl could say '24th ader ape ?' sial uh. abeh nak tipu cakap pegi johor. you never change with your lies, you stay the same since sec one. thanks eh !
was totally bad mood after hearing that news.

i want bigbig orange carebear badly. but i still like the lion nas gave me. cute siol. boncet , like me . haha. natasha waiting to read this .

2009-12-24T01:51:00.002+08:00

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iman gile.

short post, cause im lazy, and sleepy.

24th is today , my day.

thanks for the wish. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. love you.

2009-12-23T00:37:00.002+08:00

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haha. tasha, my webcam can focus uh. just found out.

have not been updating lately, cause im lazy. today went out with gigz. haha. fun indeed getting lost. then bought abang's shirt. pfft. copy my design. then after that went to meet mary, ate ljs. tak kenyang but nice. then walk walk around. kinda miss her. haha. kay then went to work. came late. haha. dgr dgr 30 min late pe.

then work, fucking chair made my corn pain. i wna go doctor.

then closing , i finish my shakers, skali kena buat fold box. lucky no cuts. then went home, with nad and jannah. im soooo gonna miss their laughter, its sooo one of a kind siaaa !

kayyykayy, took 17, stop by mak's house to PEE.

hahahahahaha.

then after that went home. now at home blogging. i wna go fb ah .

bye.

2009-12-20T18:08:00.002+08:00

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heyy.

from thursday till sunday, well supposingly sunday, but i took a day off since i vomited in the morning . haha.

thursday was fine. but friday had area cleaning. fucking shit mann. very terrible. i reached home at 1. thanks uh pizza hut !

i hate to do alot of things, well not alot as those in the kitchen. saturday , went to work. suppose to go home at nine. joanna forced me to extend till. nad and jannah both didnt want to go home. then they tickled me and blocked the door. i was bullied by two sec fours.

i got three cuts folding pizza boxes. first one, at left hand thumb. friend gave a plaster. got winnie the pooh cartoon. the thumd one was piglet. then got another one, left hand middle finger, that one, friend put plaster at the wound. middle finger was tiger ! i like.

then last finger left hand was winnie the pooh ! haha.

today woke up, vomited. uh. skip work. visited tokbak. sadd.

then went eat at west coast. then after that went to makngah's . eka sleeping. sad lahh. went home. now rotting. 4 four more days till im 15. and hell no, im not excited even a bit.

i want a party mannn ! fuck it.

i want orange earpiece, bigbig orange carebear.

saddd.

2009-12-18T00:44:00.003+08:00

Random BBQ !

yay, had bbq. it was a blast. stingray made my day sooo much. kayy so , start with today. woke up, went to cgh for abang's xray. me and azhirah had so much funn waiting for them to come out. my dad was asleep and he snored. we laughed. haha. then after that headed for work. work was tough for both us and manager cause bigbig boss was there. then after that, I GOT COMPLAINED.

this lady ask for two glasses of water and her bill. then jannah told me to take other order for two tables. then i totally forgot about her request then i returned to her with her water. and she started blabbering. and wanted to see my manager. cant that fucking fat lady see that im busy ?! and she dare say that i was 'like got nothing to do'

CB.

went home. now blogging, eating starfruit. imma sleep now. night peeps.

2009-12-16T00:38:00.004+08:00

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hey, today woke up. watch new moon. then after that bathe, ate breakfast. did house chores, then after that we went high , just by playing simon says. then after that went out, followed kak ikah meet her friends. then we went off, to eat at pizza hut , then went home.

short post. today. goodbye.

2009-12-15T02:04:00.002+08:00

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please dont get me wrong

today, woke up. morning call again :) woke up, vacuum my room and living room. noisy. then followed by ironing clothes. then went to school. skirt size 27. kay diam.

then bought boxers ! random ! hah. then i got cramps. alaaahai. then went home. i bought slurpee although i have cramps. haha. then i spilt it all over the table :( ibu scolded me. but i kept on laughing. so then i mopped the house. i fell down and the mopstick hit my head. baik. macam fun gitu.

at around 4 pluss, went to meet tasha at ws. then went to tampines. headed to cotton on, shopped. HAH. then went toilet cause tasha wanted to change to smth. and use contact lens. then met mary and nas. godd , i miss them . then off to where, i dont know. we sat, fadick was being friendly talking to tasha. baik. then after that went off, to ws. went hang ten, shop again . then went home, shepherd pie was cooked ! yay. sedap. got pie ! got party ! yay. you know what i mean. kay, then guitar hero and all. got high. webcam with gigz. kaykay, now chatting and webcamming with iman.

bye.

2009-12-14T00:05:00.002+08:00

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jingle bells.

woke up in the morning, from a call. hah. ate, went to work. no customers at all at 12 when i came. so then slowly people came. somehow, today got alot of work, i drop a glass. it bounced, and it shattered. fuck. malu tau.

kayy, at 6. roslee tanjung fetch me. very weird. then after that headed to changi there. i fished using pizza hut peh baju. great. haha. then after that we talked alot.

i was so bored that i listened to aa, wore santa hat, played with wax.

then smth, humiliating and really funny thing happen after that. hah. then ate at changi and went home.

i cant wait for tuesday ! yay.

2009-12-13T00:14:00.002+08:00

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tasha, imy ! you're sad, dont be kayyy. meet up soon kayy ?

today was horrible.

woke up at 8, slept again and it was 10. wth, so rushed to iron clothes and stuffs. bathe, went out, i was wasting my time picking belts, end up i didnt even use one. wth. took train, off to work.

hungry macam sial siak. then perut gastric macam ape, i just sat in the toilet, bearing the pain. around 5 plus, ader jgak yg tolong count down till my shift ends , '50 more mins' then '20 more mins'.

aleah let ezad went home early, and ezad was dancing in the kitchen while i was frowning.

tickling wan is fun. at 6 went home, bought mac, saw luqman and shafiq sec 4 lyss. haha. woah. then after that went home. ate, bathe and change, alot of time. i couldnt pick what to wear. then after that went jemputan , lucky i went. eka was there. yay !

saw tok bak. i miss him mann. then since ayah and me started starving, we skipped shaking hands with people and took food. irritating pe. haha.

ate, then played with eka, me and azhirah kept on making her laugh. cute uh. then after that went home. abang didnt bring key. kesian sia. haha. im here listening to aa.

sigh.

2009-12-12T00:26:00.002+08:00

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i miss us ton-ing mann.

okay hey, today woke up at tasha's house. haha, then after that , bathe and ate then headed to lot 1. met tasha's friend in the train. amirul and shafiq. we walk, ate chippy, and slacked all the way, it was fun lahh. heh. kay. then after that went bb, to eat. then after that , guys went off. sad.

me and tasha went to get kak izah's stuff and pak lang's birthday cake. after that headed home and then waited for ibu. she arrived. muka tasha berubah. i know ! imy mann ! seeing her face like that , ohmy kesian. i wish i didnt have to work tomorrow. fuck work.

takpe, then headed to clementi for azhirah's id photo. then eat, haha. i was so pissed and hungry that time. hah. then after that, ayah drove at orchard there. beautiful mann. then pick durians, the durian guy flirt with my mum ! i complained to dad to ask for discounts.

now, home. bored.

sometimes, single suits you.

suits me too.

2009-12-10T01:34:00.003+08:00

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i loike.

tuesday went to course, glad its over. wednesday, TODAY.
ibu freaking woke me up at 9.3 go , siol uh. then get ready, pack back semua to natasha's house to sleep over. then after that head to ws, to drop check . then took rain. to me, sitting next to ibu in train was funny, i wanted to listen to music but she kept telling stories about this papadom show. yea ! funny momma. hahahaha.

reach bukit gombak, met kak ikah and maklang at one shop. then ate nasi ayam. oh sungguh mengenyangkan. then after that, kak izah came, followed by tasha. then tasha and kak izah went somewhere else while we went to mak cha's house. shocked to see irfan fat ! so fat. as usual, kids and their nonsense jokes that make us crack up.

bid goodbye, headed to natasha's home. then change. wore skylit drive shirt. yea ! kayy, then after that headed to city hall, to CHIPPY. then followed by esplanade. we wasnt that lost cause i was there :) then saw tasha's friend . ohh, i love those snakebites. lawa.

after that we went to city hall back where i saw my bro with ehem. hahah ! then saw tasha's friend. then after that walk walk. then went back , to bukit batok.then bought food, rushed home cause we need to pee. i told mary that ! haha. kay lame. totally random ahh. ayy tacha !

kayyy byeebyee. maybe tomorrow catching new moon. with tasha's friend !

2009-12-07T23:47:00.005+08:00

pictures ;
day 1

day 2

day 3

day 4

day 5

heyy. where shall i start blogging with, just today can.

saturday sunday was set working day. urgh, i need to wear a santa claus hat. even shao dan think its stupid. btw, i met sunita and everyone says we're siblings . haha. okay.

today woke up , i was so lazy to get out from bed. but i manage to. so then at eleven . went to clinic to get check up and vaccination for working in food outlets. so then went there, was pissed cause they said there were too many patients to do a check up for me so she told me to come at two.

went home, got more pissed when ibu said that they are going johor, since ayah took half day. fucking shit. fuck the appointment ! fuck the course i had ! still upset about that yknow. so then after that , they went, webcam with some friends. and i threw tantrums right after they went out the door.

then after that at two, went check up, everything went well. took vaccination. very scary uh. then urine test, my urine had red blood cells. doctor says its not normal. maybe infection. FUCK IT. i was more pissed then .

at 5 plus. went off to pizza hut to meet nadhirah jannah and cik faridah for the course. then course was boring but have jannah and nadhirah with me, it wasnt. we cracked up every minute. nadhirah snore is contagious to me. i kept laughing to it. we had to introduce ourself. it was fun.

in the bus, we went so noise, nadhirah laugh till something happen. haha. i learnt their laugh on the way back to pizza hut. we ate soup and pizza and went off. i waited so fucking long for ayah to fetch me. very lonely siak. wan and nasrul or smth, came out to sit but we only talk for awhile then after that went off. apek's asleep -.-

nevermind.

2009-12-04T23:37:00.002+08:00

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happy birthday jiamin !

today went to work, unfortunately, today is our last work there. today, we talked alot. haha. fun mahh. then lunch, went to print photo at somewhere.

fucking machine made me pissed. it was slow, and it stuck in the middle of printing, macam sial uh. then went down, banquet was full. so my mood was down, i hit some woman's handbag because she was busy talking instead of giving way to me , so then she stared me and i stared her. fuck kay.

bought some chicken rice for 4.90, was good and worth it. then back to work. we took pictures and talk crap. i simply love rinna's laugh. then after that we went off, took train sat with rinna, talk to her. i like talking to her, its like she's a great mother. her children are so damn lucky to have that kind of parents. she even said that she wouldnt compare her children.

then after that bid goodbye. and then after that met sharifah, i bought socks .then met jiamin. she and her jubeat. hah. then after that went jiamin's house. i went high from in the bus till there. i was singing aa songs all the way. then they ate while we watch wig. scary, i screamed alot lahh. then after that , we all camwhored. fucking fun lahh.

birthday bash was make up. great. first time. then after that blow cake. jiamin must be really happy. after that went home ALONE. supposingly apek was to send me home, but we fought, cause i was blamed. tkpe.

thanks eh. thanks for blaming me. yea, im obviously not happy bout that. read the message you sent me. everytime we fought, i will end up tearing and waiting for someone to give in. thanks to guy's high ego, i will always have to give in. although it hurts, im not doing it again. time for a change.

2009-12-03T20:25:00.002+08:00

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heyy,

someone's birthday tomorrow. JIAMIN ! after hers, then mine will be in exactly 20 more days.

so today, went to work, we finnaly got work to do, that is to take rinna's job for an hour. two hours. funn uh. haha. glad to have rena beside me .

my phonewent missing, when i put it at rinna's blazer pocket. bodoh kann ?

sakit kan ?! hAha, then after that, i was asked to go home. today short post lah kan.

im sooo gonna ask off on 23 december. got special outing lahh. cannot wait lehh.

imyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
MY GIRLS.

haha chey, imyt apek !

2009-12-02T21:52:00.002+08:00

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apek's back, but abang's not :(

okay , not been blogging cause my job is kinda boring so takya blog about it lahh.

today, went to work. i talked crap alot today. i kept laughing without a reason why. andand , i keep making faces to rena. haha. klakar uh.

lunch was at banquet. yumyum. then after that , at six, went popular, get stuff for work. then after that , walkwalk with rena. and i headed to apek's.

i dont like his house area. i just dont like it. kayy, then after that, went home.

before that, i saw full moon , it was nice. beautiful.

GOODNIGHT PEEPS.

2009-11-30T21:27:00.002+08:00

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workworkwork.

okay heyy, ive not been blogging lately, saturday sunday was spent working. pizza hut work. both night shift. sunday was the tiring cause i overworked. some people just dont want to clear table so i do it, alone. in one restaurant. while SHE was just walking around. taking advantage of me. thanks.

today, met rena, off to raffles. train was packed. reach there, we walked to lau pat sat and met veronica, she walk us to societe generale. hah. kayy. waited for the secretary, rinna. then we start our work. i was rather bored. cause i got nothing to do, all me and rena do is laugh. at first, we werent so close with rinna. after lunch , we are like friends when she is 39 years old.

for today, all we did is write add on five paper. decorate christmas tree -.-"
and joke alot, and drank milo, and talk crap alot. with mdm rinna. she tickled me and push me like she was a close friend. hah. she first time see us high gile babi.

okay, i really really miss apek. i dont think i can sleep tonight.

2009-11-28T15:45:00.003+08:00

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cooooool.

yesterday, was hari raya haji. we woke up and get ready to mosque, they havent start slaughtering. so then after that we went to mak's, ate. then to changi buy eggs -.-
went expo. bought ink and webcam that cost like 90 plus. then after that john little sale. i bought two dresses that me and my mum can share. hah. then after that, back to mosque. see kambing ! and din ! yea, then after that went home.

then after that we all slacked at home, at eight nine like that went to mustafa to get abang's luggage. ohsochoosy ! abang kept asking me to choose for him. hah. end up choose one that i choose in the beginning oh well. then after that, ibu went to buy watch, and she asked me what colour. baik eh, semua tanye aku. tkpe ah, fun pilih kan orang. so then me and abang bought watch too.

next, popeyes at airport. hah. otw there ayah and roslee tanjung actually played racing. like real racing. haha. i was damn excited lahh ! so damn fun lahh. roslee take over ayah then ayah take over roslee. gerek !~
reach there, it was packed lahh. but i waited for one 6 person sit. so then we sat there. since we reach airport, azhirah and fidzlynn cant stop tickling me. i was im not ticklish mann.

after eating, proceed to changi beach since i wanted wind. and i saw stars ! i saw the 3 in 1 row stars which i saw during guides camp. its beautiful. then after that went home slept.

we sort of quarell. but i'll give in. but giving in always is not good too. oh well.
today went to school for open house. i was so damn late. haha. sorry peeps. then after that, talked, blabla. went home. went 461 first to get i dont know what from mak. i played guitar hero drum for awhile. yay ! hah . i wna sleep then go to work. but there is gonna be a guest soon.

i sooooo dont want him to come. bye.

2009-11-26T22:36:00.006+08:00

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hafizz akki ! lelaki yg paling kuat tido.

kayy. hey. today's a bore. woke up at 12. then sat outside. bathe. ate. watch tv. then at 2, i slept again. cool kan ? you woke up at 12, bathe, then at 2, you slept again. maybe im lame to those who experience more. heh. okay , great. so then woke up at four, upin and ipin just finish . lucky, my sister record it. but it was boring in english, tak cute seyh. then use com, i played games. hah ! then played, then dawn of the dead, idk since going arcade yesterday, i started liking shooting games. dawn of the dead made me scream. hah. my high pitch scream.

then after that, at eight. got hungry and ibu said ' pegi lah kedai atas beli makan'

i was like 'okay, that was weird, you always cakap "pegi lah makan ape yg ader tu dalam dapor !" ' then she smile. got money and off to central. bought western food.

there was a commotion at huay tong there. police even put the police sign closing one portion of huay tong there. people thought commit suicide cause they kept looking up, oh well.

went home. ate. then now upload songs in my phone, uploading camp pictures again.

kayyyyyyyy byeeeeeeeeeeee.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA TO THE MUSLIMS KAYYY

totally random pics. heh.

2009-11-25T22:26:00.002+08:00

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im back. imy.

CAMP, DAY 1.

met rena outside gate. she was shock seeing pakcik. heh. funny. so then briefing and change to polo. attendance taking and bonding began.

im the group advisor for sparrow that consists ng yun, chloe, joey, zoey, syahin, jermaine, and zin. kayyyy, they were awesome. all groups too ! kay, so after that, ate lunch if im not wrong. lunch was nasi lemak. sedappppppp. i like cucumber alot.

sparrow did grace. lucky we got the one we know. kayy, after eating, waynn lyza and jia en gave us a helping hand on our amazing race.

thank you.

my station was at atlantis park . i walked with salina there. time check, it was just 1.20, decided to go mak's house since i never seen her for quite awhile. and coincidentally, there was ice cream there. yea ! so ate ice cream and sat with my grandma till 1.55

went to atlantis park since along came to accompany mak already. so then it started drizzling, i ignore, soon more heavier. i decided to go under the block. but then , sparrow and mynah came. gerek uh eh. so then played the game. the first game played by sparrow and mynah wasnt fun cause their strings on their leg wasnt tight. so no much fun.

second game played by dove and kingfisher was fun for them.

it was tight ! heh. then after that slacked with ina and some of her friends. i thank god for them helping me carrying that box. kay. then after that , went shop and save to buy ingredients for apetizers and drinks. my sparrow got ten bucks . oh well.

at night, we started our detective night, joey was so funny till i cant stop laughing thinking about it. i decided to look clues behind the dustbin and she held her head and lower down. omg, it was freaking funny. haha. not only that, afterb hiding one of the clues we already have, i turn and was shock to see syahin right in my face, so i gave her a pathetic face im sure she cant forget.

then they bath, me rena jiamin and sharifah did our traditional thing of showering together. not in one cubical but together. fun. water was cold. it was near to midnight. funn . so then after that, macdonald came. yea, right timing. ate, then watched friends , i fell asleep alot of times.

DAY 2 :

woke up, had morning jog. then came back, me hafizah and farhana decided to bath BUT there were girls inside the toilet. so then after that we went to one of the tents to sleep, i woke up due to hard ground as the tents were at the basketball court. then bathe and hurried to sharifah, yea she was kinda angry that time.

then me and ina, went walking around the school and sat at the table near the gate. talked about mountains. then went back for outdoor cooking, i help out with the rice. then after that went up, me and ina had secret meals. ohmy, was sooo effing nice. then, cook fried rice. at first, me sharifah played stress. so did hafizah and farhana. farhana was so cute kay. so then we played stress four person. me and hafizah got trashed. but it was funn while guides went for their knots and lashing. then, it was indoor cooking. seniors help with the main course while groups did their

apetizers and drinks.

at 6 , got ready for POP, it went okay, then went back to kitchen. i had stomach ache like fuck. great. thought it was okay, but when i was eating, i felt the pain again.

then while waiting for them to clean up, jiamin really went high. we laughed so hard. then they bathe while we played with candles and watch stars. then after that , at 12, me rena jiamin and sharifah did the same thing , it was more cooler. then sat with syahin and izzah, izzah felt asleep first. -.- baik uh ! then me, while talking to apek and looking at stars. the stars were beautiful last night.

Day 3 ;

then woke up , went to wash up, brush teeth, eat. board bus off to sungai buloh. the hike was fun. saw alot of insects, animals, EGGRET. NAPA PALM ! okay, fun. and our group got mosquitoe attack alot. till we all started hentak kaki to get rid of the mosquitoe. poor ms allyson got 27 bite. i got one big one at my cheek. but it went away. then saw the NAPA PALM.

ms siti treat ice cream. thank you cher. then while eating ice cream . saw three lizard monitor. cool lahhhhhh ! then after that went back school, reflection , debrief, coke pringles and went home to change. then to bubble tea. got bored waiting for them then saw yu ying sia. pretty.

soon they came then we bought bubble tea and off to ws. then after that, went arcade first. they played , i played some . then off to kfc to eat. ate alot, laugh alot tooo.

rena > pepsi and gas , pfft !

sharifah > bomoh

syahin > her shivers

and i hit my head at the wall when i was laughing. then after that went home, took towel for bathing and sat at sofa, fell asleep then after that, ibu woke me up with slaps on my butt. heh, then bathe, i felt moodless.

now, im okay, cause abang playing hard on afterlife at guitar hero and aa cheered me up. ibu's friend came , and i went rushing to my room to change pants cause i was wearing boxers.

goodnight.

2009-11-22T13:42:00.003+08:00

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yay.

Friday;

kayyy, stayed home. till 5 get ready for work. then followed ayah run some errands then get taxi. but his friend havent return taxi yet so yahh. ayah send me by motor. and my hair was messed up. who cares. then saw jannah. yay. work was fine, i got mixed up mayonaise and a thousand island. oh, wtf. then after that, got mixed up in orders.

me and jannah got scolded somewhat. then at 10 plus. went home. not exactly home.

to somewhere else first. saw bella and putih. bella lawa sia. kay. hah. then went home, ate alot before sleep. and then slept. apek tertido -.-

Saturday, went to geylang with mak and azhirah to meet ibu there . we went tanjong katong first. then after that to eat and geylang there. hah. yea, i ate yong tau foo again. gosh , i love that yong tau foo there. then after that went shopping for awhile. i bought this blouse where i could wear it for weddings. its grey. somehow i like grey, but orange better lah obviously.

went home, ate, then out to jiamin's to plan for guides camp. yea, then off to meet apek, but azhirah was dne cutting her hair so then ibu and ayah fetch me . :(

then after that , went to bukit gombak to paklang's shop. ayah cut hair and off to airport to eat popeye with roslee tanjung.

hah. too full, so we went arnolds and hougang.

since azhirah and fidzlynn sat at ayah's car, roslee let me sit at his car. got two pillow. and they were very friendly, they even said they saw me walking with a haising boy. oh woah. but good thing they kept in quiet not telling my parents. baik uh.

saw the masjid where cik zida said ader cik pon outside. then ate. i hate arnold's fish and chip.

then went home, sleep. apek fell asleep again -.-

Sunday, today.

not much plan, just going out buy things for tomorrow's camp.

23 till 25 november, camp. guides camp. i have to meet apek today.

bye. update later maybe.

update !

kay, heyy. just now, went out to central buy some shorts. then after that went home, pack back, change went out, met apek first. today was one of the best day with him. then after that went to whitesand, played at the arcade for awhile then after that ate at mac. i saw my childhood friend, luqman. ohmy, last time i saw him was when k2 sia. kayyyy, then after that bought food, ate. then bought burger again, i was starving kay. then chatted with luqman for awhile. then after that went home, i think im overcoming my fear of going home alone at night. great.

im going camp tomorrow. i'll miss my family, and apek.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-11-18T18:10:00.002+08:00

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right after this pic was taken, i went to jumpjump over rocks. end up falling in water with belumut rocks underneath. painful ay.

yesterday didnt blog because i had seriously nothing to blog about cause i wasnt working yesterday so stayed home. but still i had work to do. which was ironing clothes. pfft. boring tau.

so someone got mad cause i didnt blog. heh :)

okay today, woke up. apek woke me up. but i fell asleep again . heh. sorrrry. heh. but still i woke up at eight. bathe and waited for ayah to come home with breakfast. he came back at ten. so then after eating , went out at 10.15 and still i can walk real slowly and reach work on time.

maybe im going out half an hour before reporting there.

today, there werent that much staff. but it was funnn like that. met poh lin. same age and stream. wan was there, kak ju too. duhh. okay, i manage to cary three soups and three water. yay. was so damn happy after that. before that, i was walking around, then i heard the bell. so rush to the bar to serve stuff. i gave kak ju a blurr look cause i need to carry like 6 7 drinks. kak ju and wan end up laughing at me :)

skipskipskip. around three, there werent much customer. wan help me alas perut. baik pe. then aunty soh cook garlic bread for me. it was awesome. then poh lin cook pizza, we shared. then i went bloated. met ferah/ifah. sec two. gerek uh dier.

too bad, i was leaving already. seriously, i cant wait for friday so that i could meet her and get to know her moreeee.

kayyyyyyy, i wna bathe now. then going out soon. pfft. my screen protecter came out. fuck. bye.

2009-11-16T20:39:00.003+08:00

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big boss.

today woke up, i was bored and very lazy to go to work, lagi lagi first day. takpe lah eh.

so then went there, kak ju brief me with uniform and the longlong apron. then start working, at first i had nothing to do , then began all the work. it was kinda tiring, the most part i did was setting table. godd i hate that, i keep forgetting where spoon go and all. ohwell, the staff there are very friendly, jannah is my goodfriend there. she is sec four.

i saw her, we smile, start talking and even gossiping. hah. great. kayy.

wan is friendly, he got gig. the rest were all funny. me jannah and wan and izad even argue abt skaters and matrep.

matrep 11k. haha. okay, then at 4 , celebrate aliah's birthday and i went off meeting apek and izzati at ws. then after that, went to 565.

nothing much.

actually i was bored. and disturbed cause apek kept looking at me. not look, more like starring. then went home, heheh. bestbest. im addicted to the final episode by aa.

ibu and abang are bugging me to cook maggi cause they like my PEKATPEKAT maggi mahh.

byeeeeeeeee.

2009-11-15T21:33:00.003+08:00

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i got a call from pizza hut. shit.

okay heyy. today, woke up at 11.30. today is the second day i woke up feeling irritated. because of the same reason. apek uh ni. takpe lah eh. i will remember this.

ate at home. then went out for lunch. went to hawa restaurant at serangoon. food was nice. i ate bee hoon soup and it was sooo effing nice. mama must try. then soursop juice was so nice. everything was nice. the price of everything was 43.20 woah. but i kept telling ayah that it was worth it. and after all we finished everything.

after that ayah drop ibu at mustafa to get that drink i wanted. then after that , went home. arnd four, we went to get rosli tanjung and headed to changi beach. it was raining, i was effing cold. i felt like crying cause miss someone soo much. then after we get in he water but it was so wet , so i didnt went it that far lahh.

dinner at changi village. going out with ayah's friend , rosli tanjung is quite fun at times. he and his jokes. like omg lahh. kayyy. then went home, my neck is in pain again due to playing stress with siblings. pain. while playing with abang, a lady called me telling me that i'll begin working tomorrow. wtf. im in no mood for working mann. i want to go for my attachment !

kayy. time for calling <3
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-11-14T23:54:00.002+08:00

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kayyyyyyy, long time no post.

lets start from 11 november. chalet day.

woke up, thenwent to mak's then played guitar hero till my hands got blister. then after that around 5, i headed home to pack and met apek under my block. walk till pasir ris park. met mary and nas. and some friends. then after that i wanted to head back to meet sagiri, before that went to apek's chalet. where he himself cheered me up. that was sweet.

then he sent me to kfc where i meet zub and sagiri. then after that , went to chalet. so then me and sagiri went home to get cds and get things which i forgot. then went chalet. watch paranormal activity, then things between and zub got bad. cause he was joking around but to me it wasnt joking, rather hurting cause i get that alot of time.

then after that, i was on the phone with apek all the way, he heard everything, so things got worse. then, apek talk crap that made me teared alot. was so hurt. so then sagiri talked to me, then zub and sagiri got problem. things got way out of hand from there. me and ub end up searching sagiri in the park in t2 3 am in the morn. great.

shawn came. and then sathiesh and daniel and hazwan came back too, sagiri and zub tooo. so then we played indian poker. kinda fun. but murderer was awwesome. hah. sathiesh is an ass. so then guy went swamp while me shawn and sagiri decided to bathe. so then, after we bathe, we watch orphan. when hazwan came back, he act as if he was drunk but he wasnt. hah. okay. then got porn, he woke up.

so then after that, people slept, and i camwhore a little. i slept for like less than half an hour. i woke up seeing sathiesh playing with chili sauce . funny sia.

12 November !

woke up, at seven had breakfast. then went back to chalet and me sagiri zub and shawn fall asleep till 12.30

i woke up at 12.30 to meet apek at one. then after that went to his chalet. we sat. i felt good. yay. i love that feeling. yay ! heheh. oh, apek should know why i felt good. then after that went 461, apek sent me there.

arrived there, mak said that the prawn were all pealed so there was nothing much i can do so i played guitar hero with my siblings since they were there. and guess what, i carried bear ! yay. freaking heaving though. yay. then mama sent me at there, met zul and shawn then off to chalet.

i was down then , so then met apek. sent him at bustop. he missed more than 5 bus. sweeeeeet.

hahahaha. yay ! i feel loved. kayyy, then after that i went back. bbq started. i had fun most of the time. i think. then went home at eleven. fking scary kayy.

13 November ! KOTA TINGGI !

woke up, at 7.30, then off to meet rosli tanjung. heh. then went to johor. i slept on the way there. wake up ! breakfast time. then off to waterfall resort. i went there before. i miss those time. remember when jiamin fell down on the bed. hah.

then change, i wore tank top with slacks. then obviously, the water was cold. i fell down alot. escpecially when i jump down from a big rock. still got the scratch . then after that went to the place where there were no rocks. i went diving, but i kept moving cause i dont want to feel the fish scales. mat johor tak habis habis kacau sia.

went to wash up and then head to giant . the big one. then after that we spent alot. then walk around then went to wash car at a famliar place. then after that went home, then waited for apek to reply and call till 11.30. got fed up and slept.

14 NOVEMBER . BBQ.

woke up, mama drove me to chalet. then went to joke around , eat. then at 1 plus. went to fetch ibu then sent her to chalet and off to get kak fadilah's deco stuff. and her bash stuff. then went back. kakak ijah face was kinda sad. stupid probation. and then after that played stress with siblings all the way.

went blowing candles, me azhirah and abang stand by behind for bashing. haha. it was so fun. haha. kayyyyyy, after that went home.

ohmy , im on the phone with apek and he is falling asleep . like seriously, i used to be the one sleeping first, and sometimes sleep talking. hah.

2009-11-09T20:55:00.002+08:00

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hatch rhymes with ?

okayyyyy, figure my title. okay, yesterday, went out with ibu and ayah and azhirah. ate at geylang. then after that, off to meet natasha at city hall. kay i was late uh, i was in the car and she was already there. yahh, teros panic sia. then after that, met her. then we went to raffles city for CHIPPY !

yahh, chippy. sedap. then off to funan jap and then penin. then maklang allowed tasha to sleep at mine. tasha, my cousin, bought a skylit drive tshirt. and that tshirt still got 'this isnt the end' which is my favourite song. yahh, then shikin start attitude sebab jealous.

then off to her house to get her things, i got more jealous when she change to skylit drive tee. menyampah. takpela eh. then took 39 at yishun. went home, slept late. she cried. heh. we watch showws, 500 days of summer was boring , thats why we decided to sleep.

today, woke up. the neighbor renovating the house was extremely destroy my mood at home. so went out at three to interview at pizza hut at somewhere ( dont want tell you )
interview was not that scary after all. then after that , went to city hall. to get CHIPPY, third day in a row. i bought fried mars balls, and sausage with mashed potato while tasha bought , curry chicken smth and it was niceeeeeee ! then we walked, the toilet had sensor soap. gerek.

then went home, banyak lipas. okay bye. brother bugging for comp. byeeeeeeee.

2009-11-08T11:35:00.004+08:00

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hey, isnt this easy :)

random title uh. kay, yesterday was the gig. it was a blast.

met mary, then acap, syafiq and hamdan. then off to bugis. then we walked.

oh i remember this.

shikin said 'im hot' as in panas(dont get the wrong idea)

mary then said 'tk ah, _ _ _ lagi hott!'

-.-

siak uh maryyy. heh.

so then reached there, first band was awesome, i still remember the first part that we went high. nas and me were like nak join nak join. so then we started jumping, acap then find us jumping he then jumped. cute pe. then after that, mosh happens. i ran to mary.

soon, we were all in the mosh. gerek sia.

soon, AVALANSA was on. they sure rock the house. like seriously, i had fun. cause all along there was no scream. ader pun satu. and then , nizam screamt. woah, sedap.

then off to kfc with mary and acap. first went to chippy. then kfc. heh.

camwhore for awhile then met nas, and we all went home.

at night, no conference, stakat fie and mary and me. tu je. oh well. then i felt so moody, idk why.

but kayy, hearing this guy's voice always made my sadness go away. then slept.

wake up, tasha is asking me out, and i havent ask my dad. im scared. yea ! scared. cause ytd i went out alrdy. heh. okay , i wna bathe.

gig was awesome.

to mary and nas,

now that we have smth in common , we shld go out often and have a girls talk about our you-know-what. yea, were open. especailly maryyyyyyyyyyyyy. me tooo lah. okay dah.

2009-11-06T21:12:00.002+08:00

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today, best. apek ader !

listening to when you're gone. sedap uh.

okay today woke up, last minute i read ytd message about guides today. so then , i went to farah's cause her ppd was low . and i hate it meeting people without contacting them.

oh, the weather doesnt match with my outfit. saw farhana at her workplace. then off to kfc, ate did work and i went off. sorry.

went to 641. happy :)

fad, irfan, nas, mary, fie and acap was there. soon diyana came and we walked. they were too busy doing the number thingy to see wether couple at compatible or not while i was freezing cold. ohmy, then they wanted to go to minimart. so then walk, to sungai fire fire.

heh . then sat, after fie and acap went. i went giddy like fuck. then after that off to nasuha's house. played guitar, that number thing again and then to log in people's tagged. heh.

okay , i suck at guitar then . then after that went off, i was freezing my ass off in the bus.

met fie and din. lepak. they talk, boys talk. like smoke and drinking. then text mary. oh she with her name combine with our guys. me nas and mary. shhh, tkmo bilang orang yet tauu.

heheh. then went home with this apek. hah ! okay, im cold again , idk why im so cold today.

okay goodbye and goodnight world.

2009-11-05T17:28:00.002+08:00

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bored !

today, rot at home. i spend hours listening to this band. ohh, devin oliver make me drool.

okay ibu cook kerang. i use to like them but somehow, it disgust me nowadays.

22 november marks one year. suddenly, it all came back at once.

last time our song is

your call by secondhand serenade

now its

right now(na na na) by akon

those lyrics are so meaningful.

these few days, ive been thinking and talking about the past. we used to be one.

then disaster happens. now its like a new you.

2009-11-04T22:04:00.003+08:00

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someone said my blog is boring :(

today woke up at ten. just nice for me to have a nice bathe. so then after that , planned to meet xavier but then i was late cause i realise i was wearing slippers with school outfit. heh. went up and change. then after that went to school.

70 students in 3e5. woah. okay, then my phone fell. bodoh. embarassing pulak tu.

okay then at one. class ended. i was in no mood. guides finish. went to downtown with rena and jiamin. met zub and sagiri. went to see booking chalet. then after that, i went to meet friend.

my stomach gave me problem. painful plak tu. saw jurizal.

friend kept changing tempat duduk. heh. then after that went to meet sagiri and people. ate macdonald. then after that went home. just as i was about to read my book, friend text me to meet cause my ticket for the gig was somehow with him. took and waited for his bus.

went home. glad you regret, friend. -.-

chatting with apek . heh. apek hahahah.

okay dah. im coughing like hell. i want it to stop sia. maybe tomorrow going polyclinic uh. sickening sia batok.

2009-11-03T20:20:00.002+08:00

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bear <3

heyy. today was quite a bore. woke up and called macdonalds for break fast. i gt a punch from my bro for being rude. i was totally not myself that time.
okay then played computer then at one fetch azhirah and off to mak's house. saw kakak. she's on home probation. only 12 to 3 pm she can go out. till december.
oh well.

then went to walk around at central with makk. then after that went makk's home. me and kakak sat outside played with cats . heheh. ayang's tail is wild.
then went home, iron clothes, ate medicine and it totally knock me out.

woke up it was 6.30 bathe and ate now blogging. i feel down. cheer up shikin.
cheer up cheer up cheer up !
pfft.

2009-11-02T21:38:00.002+08:00

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nari macam no life siak aku.

i woke up sitting, coughing badly till i cant breathe. sial uh. then after that, i suddenly felt like vomiting.

played computer, chat with iman about jobs and life. then after that bathe and went to makk's to eat. mak cook mee hoon. we chatted. fun uh. then after that played lap top for awhile then i took photos of bear. heh.

after that went to whitesand to head to popular to buy somethings. i tripped in the bus. feel down on the seat. embarassing, yet i was down the whole time.

sometimes going out alone, blasting music in your ears all the way can be fun.

went home, slept at three till 4.30. text friend. oh well.

at 8, went out to central, i met sagiri and zub , then ibu and azhirah went to doctor. then we ate slacked. alot of laughter, these people cheer me up easily. then after that went home. now chatting with akmal.

boredddddd. i want more aa songs.

bye.

2009-11-01T20:56:00.004+08:00

pictures ;

friday.

orange blusher uh

saturday.

Friday;

went to school with peeps. then school started with morning assembly followed by speech by some people. then after that we took our report books. ours was fast. ms ruth didnt like sit down and talk with us like how other class were doing. then after that, me and dee waited for nas naf and mary. then took some photos and then went to foyer and sit with sagiri and kaven. oh yah kaven . kaven is friendly.

then i went home, since ibu forgot smth. then go mak's house. i played laptop, eat pizza, look at my grandma feed the bird while cats were starring at the bird. cute. then went home. ayah was at home. shockingly. then after that ate with them. macam family gitu . heheh. then at 2 plus, met friend to go for his chalet. not his, sort of his class chalet. it was a blast.

so then after that we went to meet zainul and peeps. then after that amir started eating first since he was starving. then after that, sagiri wanted to see amir. so then we went to buy trays and then double chocolate. then went back. oh, i remember i lizard was near me. freak out and latif was laughing. no wonder amir said he was irritating. then went up in the room and slacked.

oh i love sitting beside you.

elia and emelda came. and then things got out of hand. i started my cough. my stupid cough. then emelda got some issues because some people drank. then after that we sat outside. then after that went to eat at fish n co. then back to chalet.

watch movie. while me and my friend were sitting together. zainul said smth sweet about us. heh. then zainul browse through my phone pictures and stopped at one picture. klakar lah tu.

heheh. then at 12.30 i made a move to go home. my friend sent me home. i was scolded for a short while. so then i slept.

saturday !

wake up , tried calling mum asking wether i could go chalet again. thank you ibu. then i went out, met amir. then off to chalet. they went swimming. so then i sat alone. alone was fine to me.

then they came back, and things got better. they open unborn. i didnt keep track of that show because my friend was busy talking to me. he then said smth sweet. heh. total speechless sia.

then latif bought food. then after that watch movie. amir ask a stupid question. then off to buy things with amir, elia and jurizal. he wore geek specs and a cap. it looked good. then after that went back. sat with him while played taiti, i taught him and he won like three times in a row and he shouted. cute pe. hehe. then he sent me to bustop .

so then ayah fetch me and things got worse cause amir's phone and watch is with me.

eka was there and it cheered me up. she did a dance. to the 'nobody' song. then after that went to mustafa to buy vaccum. then after that ayah sent me to downtown to meet amir to give his things back. i wasnt in a good mood. thanks ayah !

SUNDAY

today. woke up. then bathe. dress up . then went out to makcik's. took their car. me and abang and azhirah sat behind. damn squeezy.

went to wedding, ate and then kak nor sang song and off to go makcik's but then we made a uturn cause mak ngah was otw to the wedding. eka was there. then eka wanted me to carry her. sweet kan ? then mak ngah accidentally clipped he pacifier thingy to her tits. she cried.

then sat at playground and played with eka. then after that we walk here walk there. too lazy to type uh. then after that go to buy drink at mustafa idk why. then after that off to boon keng to buy soup kambing. then after that home since abg awal wanted to chat with me.

gosh , i saw abang's awal true colours.

i wanna head to bed. night !

2009-10-29T20:31:00.002+08:00

picture of the day ;

bear resting on my shoes.

okay hey. today, went to school. alot absent. im sure tomorrow the will be present. okay then first had maths. 2 hours kinda bored but its worth. cause i kinda got lost since yesterday i was absent. then i receive a text message saying :

'Heh. Haha. I damn happy tau. Sampai butang selua tercabut .'

heh. tu pon nak bilang. jyeah , that cheer me up. after talking to rena during recess.

english was kinda boring and fun. she gave alot of sweets. okay , then went to central. then i went to meet friend for awhile. then talked to elia. then after that rushed home, change. and went out. i regret going to the bird shop. my intention to follow them was to go mak's house to see kakak since she's back ! yay !

so , i got freaked out at the bird shop. although all birds were in a cage . they were chipchip-ing which irritates me and when the fly all the feather oh eee. and their eyes. seram !

okay , 95 bucks for a bird, cage and food. okay lah. then went home . mak's home.

saw kakak ! yay. and then i saw kakak's friend's daughter. she sooooo sound cute like upin ipin. then i played guitar hero. only the drums.

and then she came in and ask me

'awak masih nak main eh ?' in a cute voice. i think she is like four. cute kan ?

heheh. mak cooked asam pedas ikan pari ! yay. sedap. then after that me abang hafiz and azhirah played this monkey-pick up sticks game. its like a tree with sticks and then monkey all over. spin the dice and pick the stick according to the colour on the dice without the monkey falling. the one who have the most monkey loses. fun !

then played old maid. quick one. i dont like the bird man. it keeps flying away causing me to scream. oh jyea. i was playing the drum and then i shouted

'YA ALLAH, Drumstick terbalik !'

elia and rena,
i love you both so much. thank you for speaking up today. it made me feel alot better. its just this things that have been on my mind so i finally spoke up to ask you guys. thanks for your honesty. rena, nobody's perfect kay and nobody can have whatever i want. im not that type kay.
and elia, thanks for your honesty. i seriously love you guys <3

2009-10-28T12:15:00.002+08:00

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seems familiar ?

okay heyy. post gonna be short cause i skipped school and now its just 12.17pm.

heh. woke up with a headache. ibu was kinda cranky about me not going to school. dont worry, this will be the last. and sadly, the headache is still disturbing me. so then, woke up, ibu thought of changing her work place to the new 412 childcare. she says her boss can shift her there. but, at there it'll be 8 to 6 pm , no breaks and there will be work on holidays. its so opposite than what she is working now, hers now is 8 to 12, break till 3. 3 to 6. fun !

heh. okay. watched upin ipin just now. cute. heh. the higher is making me move every single time i listen to their song. okay , im bored and my cough is back. godd, i hate my cough.

imma find smth to do while waiting for my mum to come home and cook cause im hungry.

bye.

2009-10-27T19:55:00.001+08:00

cheers for the bracelet. its fucking orange yehh ! i love it hell loads.

thank you sagiri !

2009-10-27T13:08:00.003+08:00

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Nasuha ! yay.

telephone rings just after i change

ayah : hello ?

shikin : uh hello.

ayah : kau tak skola ?

shikin : skola. balik kul 12.

ayah : oh, computer boleh pakai tak ? tkde rosak kan ?

shikin : semalam adek dah pakai pe. okay pe ?

ayah : abeh kau kate slow ?

shikin : oh, adek restart dah boleh dah.

he hangs up. jyeah my dad never said bye before. so im use to hang ups from dad.

so then i switch on the computer. and there was this thing i didnt know what to do . so then it was stuck at that black screen with white words. so then ibu restart it and it was fine. lucky.

today went to school. i swear i was so lazy to get my ass up for school. so then went to school, sagiri gave me an orange bracelet thingy she made at spotlight. yay. okay then

8 till 9 we had a school chat. boring ! ms tan wantedfeedback. first sight i saw that word i thought it was facebook. pfft =.=

9 till 10 was maths. he was like talking for the 40min, pouring out his dissapointment while i was frezzing. then at 10 was recess. sagiri should know why i was moody. but i still eat. then after that had library session. oh so lame. heh. then it was clubhouse session. i wanted to play pool badly but it was soooo occupied. alaaaaaa.

so then sagiri me and dee sat at one table and blast music with earpiece while the kyna, annalisa, zi yin and shi ya behind were reading book just like book club. cute eh.

then went home. just finish drinking qoo. i want more. today not meeting friend :(

bye.

edited

this crazy thought off mine kept haunting me. im just scared it'll happen again like how it affect me last time. people went bleargh caring about me with my problems. oh gosh. im at loss. whatever it is, i have to find away from this feeling to affect me badly just like the old times

mind me. watched orphan, i actually cried seeing the kind killing the mother and the father. that was total brutal.

2009-10-26T20:52:00.002+08:00

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orange face.

today , woke up , then iron clothes in order to go out. so then watch jennifer's body while ironing clothes. ohhhh, that movie made me hate megan fox hell lot !

then watch orphan half way then friend called. so then get ready , and met him . then after that , walk to interchange. bid goodbye and took bus to meet nas , shairfan, and friend, i dont know the name. then afer that, slacked. then mary and dee came.

then we went to nasuha's house to play rock band. i was good at drums. gerek uh. dee went off. then i was at drums, mary guitar, nas vocals. we decided to switch. i was on vocals, mary drums, nas guitar. one word ; HANCUR !

then we change to original position. then went mac. then met acap hamdan izzat. then after that played rockband again. acap doesnt know how to play and when i play he tickles me ! and i shout.

kayyyyyyy, bye.

2009-10-25T20:20:00.002+08:00

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pandai nahh posing ni budak.

okay heyy. yesterday i watch wrong turn 3 ytd on the new computer. talking about the new computer, its kinda sickening.

first time, we went there to purchase the whole set.

second time, we went there to bring the computer set home.

third time , we went there to adjust the printer padehal we took the wrong driver to install the printer =.=

so then today, the monitor gave us problem. so tomorrow going there for the forth time.

oh and jyeah, wrong turn is a violent show to watch. i find the third one more violent. why ? cause last night i had a nightmare that my left arm, both legs were somesort cut. by a crocodile that was chasing me. my friend laugh when i told him about my nightmare.

okay so , today. woke up at 12. then went for breakfast when it was lunch. and then my dad break like so hard till my mum's lipstick got smudge at the headrest of my bro's sit.

ate and then went home. i iron all school clothes and escaped ! to meet my friend yay.

slacked. i saw skaters. =.= heheh. its so cute when he says '...after our one year friendship seyh'

hahah. i wont get sick of that.

okay, after that went home. my mums friend came. oh , i almost thought that there was school tomorrow. lucky Sagiri told me that there was no school tomorrow. thanks babe.

tomorrow, heading to nasuha's for rockband. padehal rumah mama ader eh.

nahh, its better to play with friends cause i rarely play with abang hafiz now.

he's a man !

okay bye !

2009-10-24T12:38:00.002+08:00

picture of the day ;

this is so old.

okay hey. last night reach home around one. my journey to pandan was fill with music blasting through my ear. going home, i slept all the way !

before that went to meet my friend :) , again nice slacking with you. then to mak's house, since i was hungry. mak goreng ayam uhh. sedap uh. and the dutch drink was nice. then went home, change. then went to car. friend called, my friend didnt know what a jumper was. pfft.

then after that , near the malaysia custom thingy, i kept on repeating 6 months in my phone. gerek uh .

then reach there, went to eat. yumyum. my fork fell and went i ask for another. biase lah, mat johor kacau. irritating freaks, well not all uh. then after that, started shopping. my family and my mum's family all went crazy with the shades and wayfers there. like wtf. i have like three at home so all i can do is look at them buying it. pfft.

then to q-style. i saw this tshirt and ask ami how much. he said he gave me cheap cheap. baik pe. then went buy some groceries and went home.

abang hudri text me 'wakey wakey' at 8 when i wake up at 12. tating pe.

2009-10-23T11:27:00.011+08:00

okay , hey. wednesday , i went out with nasuha, mary , syafiq, fariq, izzat, acap , sheera and friend. first we met at ws, proceed to city hall. met mary at hmv. i saw HUMANOID. i wanna buy it soon. and love drunk too. and guess what ? paramore's album was at the top at hmv. acap still said paramore tak guna. uh. then izzat wanted to buy smth at penin.

then they played with nasuha's camera. so me and mary hide at the nearby river thingy. we camwhored.

acap and others found us. hah. it was unexpected.

sweet kan ?

nas look cute uhh.

this is my favourite of all kayyy.

and we went to penin.

if im not wrong, mary took this. funny.

we went back to this place and camwhored all the way.

muka pecah

yay.

this pic look so cool.

MARY !

go burst this mary !

NAS !

almost

went to popeye. oh before that, me and mary went to stare at this guy. sweeet.

muka orange sia.

im done. today meeting my friend again then after that heading to pandan with mum's friend. watch out you slut.

2009-10-19T21:17:00.002+08:00

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mary on sugar ! mary on sugar !
haha, im somehow missing her.

okay heyy, ytd went out with parents , i woke up at 4.30 in the morning, thanks to cramps !

today, woke up and go to makk's heheh. dah lame seyh tak nampak mak. then after that went to meet my friend . heh. nice slacking with ya ! then met nas, proceed to nabilah's . dah takleh panggil cikgu uh. tak sangka eh she is like stalking each and everyone of us.

datang je, tanye nas about her status. haha.

so then , we went crazy with her wardrobe. i bought 4 tops. 40 bucks.

and 'kakak', im soooooo loving the pink tube dress !

oh jyeah, mary, naf , dee, i recommend you to her shop. seriously, baju lawa lawa siol.

okay then went to slack with nas, i seriously wanted to vomit.

then kinda ate a lil. and now , i wanna chat with my friend :)

byeeeee ~

2009-10-16T17:14:00.001+08:00

post for nasuha.

close. your very close to what i felt right now. sometimes, when im down or breaking down , people say 'i know how you feel' but looking at their situations , they dont. but reading youre post, your undergoing the same thing. yes , you'll feel free at first cause he cheated on you. but later, you'll realise that he is the one you loved the most ever right ? the next challenge will be letting go and move on. you'll find it hard. trust me. whatever it is , dont look back. i look back three or four times, and i find it worthless getting him back. its better you move on and dont think about him. yes, you'll cry every night. i did too. just hang on okay, its my turn to say this now;

i know how you feel. we're in the same boat.

ily nasuha.

2009-10-16T17:14:00.000+08:00

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ekaaa !

ytd went to give acap cake. hehe. cute. then went home instead of watching movie. wasnt in the mood till i met eka. alalalala. my dad bought her a tricycle. then she rode it , and then i went shock like putting my hands on my cheek and opening my mouth. guess what ?

she did the same thing, and i capture it in my camera. cant upload it now, cause buying new comp later. this one got me and abg frustrated at times. just now, went to loyangpoint, got my fringecut, i somehow dont care how i look. okay, i gtg bathe and head to courts.

bye.

2009-10-14T18:52:00.002+08:00

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today.

today had physics paper. hard. then went to eat with girls. went home. then met mary naf and nas. ohmy, we had so much fun at my crib.

while three of them were taking pics, i went to the store to get some tools to open the silver box which the key i lost. so then use all my strength to open that box. at first, i knew that there was a pink bear holding a love pillow kinda but i know that there was still smth inside but i just couldnt remember.

so then i saw it , a small card with a ;

love

you

(forever)

jyea. nas sad 'ohmygod, if i were you , i would cry.'

i wanted to badly, but not infront of them , it would be so embarassing. but in the end, i cried. it was so embarassing. i couldnt hide it any longer.

oh well.

2009-10-13T20:31:00.002+08:00

pictures of the day ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EKA ! YOURE ONE YEAR OLD NOW. I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH.

last paper on thursday, tomorrow wednesday; physics. i was mugging the whole afternoon. i just stop for bath and a ferroro rocher and to blog.

will start my daily blogs right after last paper kay.

hopefully i'll do well for physics ! i wna pass badly.

bye.

yknow what ? i just realised that waves have two different kinds, sound and distance. swear !

2009-10-06T20:33:00.002+08:00

picture of the day ;

picture by mary. spot a mosquitoe bite on my knee.

okay, today got pe but didnt play much, blister uh. poa then. mt, boring. then it was recess. ate, then it was maths. i was bored tested people. i dont want to explain more.then it was assembly, free period. met nas. oh well. this is life you know, you cant ever run away from your past and problems. let it be. i surrender.

then went to tutorial, then after that met nas and mary. then ate kfc. i got no mood now because of what happen when i was on my way home. cried infront of stupid freaks, like a small girl. fuckkkk. i wna study.

PEOPLE, i wont be blogging till end of year examinations are done, unless i have time . i'll try not to keep my blog dead alright.
goodbye and goodluck to everyone of you reading on your examinations.

2009-10-05T19:45:00.002+08:00

pictures !

a week without blogging =.=

RECAP;

Monday, went out with mary and nas, supposingly study but turn out camwhoring. okay best.

Tuesday, studying with acap, nas, mary , izzat, hamdan. went home rode taxi alone. seram pe. heh. okay tak perlu sia.

Wednesday, to City hall. to get paramore album. but in was out of stock. baik pe. ate at chippy. sedap . as usual , we laugh alot. i remember when the song room service by pitbull was being played in the bus , nas reaction, tkleh angkat lahh.

Thursday, went to studay with , nas, mary, acap , fie and izzat. study. coincidentally it was fie's birthday, bought cake and present for him. yay. then study at library, acap idea to go to swamp was a wreck. i dont want to say it here. mann. fie sent me home. thanks eh.

Friday, JALAN RAYA. it was fun. everyone had a partner. mine was nas. i totally forgot that day. but it was a blast . BLAST. especially at fie's house. oh acap first, he was like climbing a tree, when the tree was fariq, he panicked when the cat was nearer to him. i kept bumping my head to the bird cage. hah. then syafiq kinda when scared sampai terpekik pekik. omg, serious, i kept on laughing here and there.

Saturday ; stayed home.

Sunday , yesterday ;

met nas, then went to hmv. melayu pakai tudong tapi lelaki dier tk senonoh nak mampos. ruin the image sia. okay, then went to hmv. bought brand new eyes. yay. finally. then after that , went to chippy. the sausage very nice. then after that , ate pretzels. boleh tahan uh. too sweet seyh yang nas pilih tu. then after that went to bugis, nas bought her dress. gerek uh jalan sane. then after that went t1, bought my wallet. yay. met mary at the same shop. then after that went to tamp interchange, bought blouse, they bought dress. wahh. okay, satu hari kite pakai tiga tiga same, i mean the same shop. korang dua pakai same aku pakai yg grey blouse tu.

today, went school with nas, i hate sitting at the parade square. my leg get numb easily mann. then it was poa, then after that humanities. urgh. then after that was mt. oh so dramatic yea ? nasuha and her problem, phone aku jadi mangsa sampai kena pekik pekik sia. after that went recess, ate. then after that was bio, did work. and then amaths. after amaths, went to 108. settle problem, i couldnt say anything because both parties was my friends.

but serious im not tryna side nas , but why care you bbual dekat msn and face to face totally lain. if you want to bbual care gitu , do it then . but you must bbual like that in real life, if not people will say that you only brani depan computer je.

slacked after that, then met syafiq , dont wanna write why here. mabuk eh mabuk. gile. kay, imma study now. bye.

2009-09-28T21:41:00.002+08:00

picture of the day ;

yes ! mama ! adek menang !

okay, hey. overrrslept today. urgh . then azhirah claimed that she didnt do her homework and then ibu started blabbering about us always going to mama's house. and so she now band us from going there.

like where is your brain women ? how can you band us from going to your own mothers house. if your jealous ?! just say so aye. no need to scold us .

its also part of your fault for putting friends and work infront of family.
think of whaat my grandmother would react when she heard this news. i bet she'll cry without anyone knowing. now typing all this make me cry. seriously, my mum have no rights to do that. idc already. let her find out im going there. one more time, and i'll start to talk back about my father's side. fuck.

skipskipskip. azhirah then bought colour pencil, she wanted the expensixe one . so i took out 2 dollars of my school money. great. then after that went to school.i wasnt in a good mood today. so then farini came to me , saying that its guides week to do theflag raising. urgh, its like always us doing it. geram tau. and today, i didnt wear badge, bring tie, and i brought my amaths text book when theres test. wonderful shikin ! whats up with you today. next guides meeting, sec one must try to do flag/pledge/ command.

lesson began, poa first. i cried. humans next. all mr mohd's joke made my day, and from then on , i was alright. except for someone not talking to me and instead made me feel guilty and made me think of what i did for the whole of bio lesson. whats up with you , and dont try to put your relationship problems as an excuse of not talking to me aye. i tried to talk. i myself wasnt in a good mood kay. did i seriously did smth wrong ? your actions made me think alot. and made me feel guilty. thanks.

skipskipskip, today is sooo not my day. after school, went home. watch jury by style. i like that show. then after that at 3 went to meet mary and nas, then i saw this boy who was chasing for his small red ball , and it was kinda near me and he turn behind and hug his mother. cute ! then i took the ball and wanted to give to him and he was so shy, he took the ball and hug his mothers leg. cuteeeeeee ! that too , made my day. then bought double chocolate then to fish and co. to eat, then i studied for awhile. then after that walkwalkwalk. saw fadhlynn and partner :)
then after that went to nas house, then she took camera and we camwhored all the way. it was soooo fun . despite the countless mosquitoes bites on my legs.

not forgetting the close up pictures ayeeeeeee. hilarious. then after that ibu and ayah fetch me to eat and tampines, i was starving kayy. then after that went home, i just finish playing snack and ladders with azhirah . like finally , I WON the game. it feels so good cause no one won that game since mama open it last two days. kak fad , I WON !

someone is texting me. i feel sooooooo.....

uh.

2009-09-26T20:21:00.002+08:00

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heyyyyy. mendak sia.

today stayed home and study physics all the way . sad , stress. i know!

then makcik came. abang as and abang uli, jokers.

now, abang lias and his family just left. ive got nothing to blog about. im bored. so bye !

2009-09-25T21:42:00.003+08:00

picture of the day ;

i love this pic the most ehh.

azhirah woke me up continueosly, how annoying so i ahd to wake up. then went to school. again with izzah and sheera. jiwa samer timing uhh kite tiga. hah.
first lesson was physics, i was so in the mood to study till i pin up my fringe and ignored sagiri. after physics, was mt. ader test uhh. did test.
then it was, recess. i dont want to explain . then it was maths. bored. went home change. real fast. then end up, eric was done, syafiq sakit perut. spoil uhh.

so then stayed at sagiri house while waiting for syafiq. stomach pain mann ! then after that zubair and wayne came. me and sagiri slack while wayne and zub were playing NEOPETS. and fighting to play. how childish. then met syafiq, jalan sini sana carik tempat duduk. to be honest, i miss my primary school friends, including syafiq. then chat , haha gerek uh dgn dier, kalau syed ader confirm lagi gerek. then makcik syafiq ader. nasib. then after that went to 711, syafiq blanje seyh. then i went to guides.

then guides finish. ohgod, cookies expired. so then went to ws with waynn as he was going there too but diff purpose. so then i bought food. then go to staircase, scary lahh. hate it. clement was really high. like really. then they went gaga over kumar video. then after that went home. we donated six bucks to ec offenders again. oh , i had hiccup at that time. eric scared me ! haha ! tell sagiri !

now at home. imma watch tv kayyyyyyy. bye.

2009-09-24T15:16:00.002+08:00

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hahaha. mama confirm dah sengeh sengeh nampak gambar ni .

good thing is that i didnt dreamt anything last night, because few nights before, i dreamt i was wonderwoman in justice league. gerek pe.

okay, today went to school. i was late, so nas was already near school. so then i walked, then saw some boys getting scolded for not using the traffic light infront of school. then went in school went izzah and sheera. izzah bagi warning sia, baik. then after that went up to class, read book.

then cd, bored. SS, was highlighting notes, and again i feel asleep and there were orange dots on my paper. haha. then it was english. did some english stuffs. then bio, yay i understand.

then it was physics, shawn and xavier went high with amigo and sagiri's bear. then sagiri 'cried' . hahaha. then zubair fake call. FAKE CALL. maths, raj absent.

went to mak's house, azhirah here too. tomorrow got guides. then after that maybe meeting eric and sagiri. okay , i wanna relax nowwwwww.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-09-22T13:15:00.004+08:00

pictures of the day ;

tk update for how many days !

okay hey lets start with first day raya ,
woke up , then bathe, took photos , i didnt ate at home. then took photos, cried when asking for forgiveness. then after that, proceed to mak's. alot came already, we then got busy with guitar hero . haha. mama called me abang and azhirah , The Tangerine. because we wore orange. abang was on drums, azhirah guitar , me on vocals. then people kept looking. funnnnnn !
then abang hafiz, got the fondue thingy ready. i was the first kayyy. sedap uh. with strawberry, ohmy. like soooo nice. then dani came. alalalala. he is so cute, he kept 'oi' people. haha wtf. then head to mak cha's.
i saw irfan , the black colour shirt boy. he is three years old and fat. he sang billy jean and beat it.
he also hold his ehem.

then my dad ask 'asal michael jackson pegang wawak dier ?!'
irfan > 'sebab dier nak sangat ! dier mentel !'
cute lahh. then he excuse himself, abang asked, 'nak minum air ?' and he said 'tak nak amek songkok !'
then he act as if he want to sembayang, and then he giggle himself, then to mak ngah's house. i was having cramps. sad eh, first day raya, cramp. then went to oteh's house tak salah. saw second mak uda.
then off to my house where dindin mandi , cute uh dier. haha. then after that went to along's house, then to mak ndak, makcik , maklang. then after that went home.

SECOND DAY RAYA; Monday.
i didnt have the monday blues cause no school and we went jalan raya to rumah tok tok sebelah mak. first went to along's house where the kuih tat is 10 over 10. awesome. then after that go to abang lias's rumah, ate rendang. first time. then to tok zi's, ate fish , niceeeee. then azhirah fell , ohmy, i laughed my ass off. then after that , tok mah , then tok sarip, we all went hyper there. its always rumah tok sarip we all got high. bagedel nye pasal. then after that went to kak lina's house. daniiiiiiiiiiiii ! cute uh , mama said 'sayaaaaaaaaang dani !' and he start tersengeh sengeh. cute lahhh. manje.

then we all start pantun-ing in the car. mama cepat seyh . then after that go to rumah tok busu, then tok aim, then lady gaga ! papa paparazzi ! heh. then after that went home.

the next day, yesterday , tuesday , absent cause stomach ache in the morning. but i regret not coming to school. because i missed amaths. and abang and me fought terribly.

today , went to school . zul dance tectonic after a relief teacher came in during SS lesson. yay. i studied bio. then after that was POA, haha. me and sagiri was high . she took out her bear. then showed me. show off, then i took out my carebear. she laugh. then zul suggested me to find out mine girl or boy, since its name is amigo, boy. then sagiri wanted to pair up amigo and her bear, no ! heheh. then it was bio. bad news, MS RUTH LEAVING US ! :(

then english , i was sleepy mann . then recess, ate. then after that humanities, tutorial cancel. alamak. then amaths. soo much for not coming school yesterday, i dont even understand a thing now. then after that went for bio retest. i didnt come last thursday. then after that went home. sorry eric. then after that went ws alone. borrowed book , saw shi ping and miqin . then after that rode bus. two women fighting .

the women with her daughter cut queue then after that claim to the bus driver that the innocent women was the one cut queueing. then went to evil women going out of the bus, the innocent women shouted shouted. all i heard is 'get out you stupid women ! ' haha. i wanted to laugh actually.

okay yay, i blogged !

2009-09-18T17:56:00.002+08:00

picture of the day ;

paperbag and plastic hearts. yay.

okay hey. today went school with nas , then we were kinda late , and we saw hazwan too. we slacked , naf and riza came. we chatted and proceed to school. then late note, got caught for hena handart. oh well. i was pissed since then . cause the sidekick was tryna sebok. oh rena, you know who im talking about. so then went to class, physics. i was in no mood. text nas pun dier tido. nice nas. NICE.

mother tougue next, did worksheet. i like the puzzle behind. nadim lah, tanggang , hang jebat, badang. haha. and i was excited about it ? lame ! then nas slept again. mary disturbed a little. haha. then it was english , did writing, mdm zubaidah said my inai was nice. the trick is to put axe oil je. bukan brown paint. lame. okay then recess, gathering again. we talked. i love my peeps. some were missing. then maths, get it, some dont get it.

after school went home, ohmy, i didnt talked to sagiri in school. then went home, took clothes and umbrella and went off. at sagiri's block, i got a shock. nice people. NICE.

then slacked with mary. WE LAUGHED. you know why ? CAUSE I FINALLY MET JESSICA WENT PEOPLE ALREADY MET HER. im so slow.

took ezlink from slim fabian and went off for guides. just a meeting for 30 min. sheesh . so then after guides went off, we three went high. we played with ball first. jiamin kicked the ball, it hit the bb's window, then i went to look at it, and i screamt. because rena was so close with me without me noticing it. we all laughed.

then the ball was in the rain , i went to the rain and rain back , and fell. nice. NICE. haha. funny, i wish sharifah was there. miss her loads. i need someone to play slap slap with my hair.

then went off around 4 plus. walk home, no one was at home. watch icarly , then started ironing my PILLOWCASE, bolstercase, and bedsheet. hardest was bedsheet. my neck hurts, for ironing that long thing. then set it up, kinda match with my walls, purple !

I DONT CARE ! WENT I EARN MY OWN MONEY, I'LL PAINT THE WALLS ORANGE, and BUY ORANGE BEDSHEET. sheesh !

purple and pink ? urgh !

later going out . abang hafiz buying that chocolate fondue thing for us to eat for raya just like last year. ohmyyyyyy . got strawberries some more. ah.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-09-17T19:28:00.002+08:00

picture of the day ;

Happy Birthday !

im getting jealous, people birthdays are like here, mine still three months. THREE MONTHS. hm.

okay, yesterday break fast with nas.

met her and naf at ws, proceed to geylang. walkwalk. i saw a girl with orange and black baseball teeeeeeeeeeee ! macam nak mintak tuka baju sia. issssshhhhhh. i want it badly !

okay, then naf went off first. then we proceed back to downtown, where we slacked, use internet for one hour and talk. then buka at kfc, saw nisa, nasuha's sister. then there was this mascot, i swear i felt like taking photo of it WITH NAS. then ask the mascot to hug nas as a birthday gift. okay lame.

slept, woke up , eat, hell began. my stomach pain was so unbearable.

then slept till 10.30, where alot people texted me.

ohya, i dreamt something stupid, i dreamt that my family had super powers. i had the power of moving things with my mind. and then i was annoyed with azhirah , i shook her up and down. cool.

then fold clothes, clean house. then watch mall cop. funny ! then went to sagiri house to get amaths exercise book. with azhirah. me and azhirah were like quarelling because she said that sagiri's hair was long. and i said short . so then i said 'later you see uh who win !'

jyeah ! i won. why ? because i didnt told her sagiri cut her hair. i forgot *wink* heheh. and she kept asking about eric. hah.

went home, did maths. buka, now stomach pain again. i need to start revising trigonometry now. goodbye.

happy fifteen nasuha ! love ya. oh ! i havent gave your hug.

2009-09-15T18:00:00.002+08:00

picture of the day ;

imy natasha. so much.

okay hey. i went to school today. although staying home got me ironing clothes, i rather stay home. being in school got me real thirsty. okay first period was p.e. urgh boring. me and dee talked. so then after that was poa, hah ! shawn text me random stuffs, and when mdm norsiah was teaching me, he text me and mdm norsiah took my phone. thanks shawn.
i bet she saw shawn's awful messages. heard that ?! AWFUL ! heheh. and another funny thing is that mdm norsiah returned the phone talking about the model. she's the best kayy. oh jyeah, she tickled me, and ohmy, my reaction. malu uh.

mt next, i slept, and i gave mary and myself a shock. mary diam eh. skip.
then recess, went to toilet, i kinda miss that small toilet. last time we used to hide in there, take pictures, and cry too. bad memories too .
then it was maths, oh jyea NO ONE told me that we were using amaths textbook. i brought emaths . e not a. oh thanks aichia. i understand modulus function now, but still i cant get it right sometimes. after that went class, for slacking period.

dismiss, it was my first time being the first ones to wait for the gate to open. everyone was soo rushing. haha. wayne.
went home, slept for awhile , then woke up , did nothing basically. oh shit! i just remember ! im suppose to iron clothes !

someone cut her hair.

2009-09-12T19:43:00.003+08:00

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bummer

saturday night went geylang. bought kebaya yay. so then bought the turkey ice cream. got i was soo fooled. okay skip.

yesterday, spend hours changing the sofa sarong. god ! its so hard to put in till i had to use my feet. and before that, it took me an hour to figure which sarong is which part. sheesh ! after finishing, cut potatoes. then did kueh tat with ibu, only. no little girl disturbing. then i did cornflakes , all by myself. yay.

today, sahur, ate mee soto, then azhirah , walk ignoring mak's oven infront of her. haha, ohmy, me and my bro laugh out loud in the morning because of that, and she end up beating me, only me ! she is sometimes unfair you know.

i skipped school today. yes, i did. i was all ready when suddenly, i had a stomach ache, all i did was sit cross legged on my bed. then, i had trouble sleeping again because of that pain. end up i did, and i woke up because xavier called me :)

jyeah, thanks for your concern. sagiri text too. coincidentally, sarah asked me to take history notes, we both were absent. so then ion clothes till 2. tiring, i feel like breaking fast, but didnt.

imma go bathe now.

2009-09-12T19:43:00.002+08:00

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boncets

yesterday, woke up, did some kueh, then met abang awal and kak sara with azhirah at my house carpark. then off to suntec.quite pack . comex . ohmy, so then we broke fast at macdonalds. then we saw chris daughtry, nizam and many more. basically, i laugh my ass off going out with abg awal and kak sara.

then we went this place where they sell stuffs for bed. and this aunty kept saying 'pillowkay' rather than 'pillowcase' gile ah ! then abang awal step a sk the aunty 'this one got how many pillowcase ah ?'
ohmy, i laugh so bad that abang awal pushed me to shut up . aha. so then walk walk walk , then went home.

at dawn, my dad just came back from taxi work , he bought food. yay. ate, watch tv, slept. then woke up , help mak do sugi, while watching apocalypto. i love that show. then went out with mama, and abang hafiz, sadly, kak fad wasnt there. so then bought drinks for raya, some food, and went home, ibu cooked pizza and popiah . yay. then ate now so full. imma watch this music video .

2009-09-10T14:00:00.002+08:00

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cute uh nas.

yesterday, promise myself to study but didnt. went to met nas. coincidentally, azifah and her boyfriend was there. aww. okay, then went to masjid to meet diyana for a while. saw fie. then went to ehub. i lovelove nas okay. whenever im with her, we never stopped laughing. i remember when crossing the road. someone was really paiseyh.

so then me and nas went to ehub fifth floor, mary then came. i like her shoes. oh jyeah, talking bout shoes, nas wore high heels haha. and soon went diyana came, diyana kept saying 'aku tak cheat eh !' pointing at her slippers. so then we went to this flea shop kinda. i bought tshirts. and i really wanna buy those shoe which people decorate. but its 33 bucks. my dad says the one at changi cost around 15 like that. like half price mann.

went home, ate royal cakes :) yum

then woke up. pokde was inside the house. so must wake up. i kinda dislike him. he doesnt puasa at all, and a p...freak.

urgh, then he was like 'kakak puasa ?'

i said ye out loud and i ask him wether he puasa or not and he said no . he say he is sick. maybe true , sick in the mind !

so then i shouted 'sakit tahun tahun pe sampai tak pernah puasa ?!'

sheesh. then after that studied bio and poa. imma study physics now.

wait maybe later, i wanna play spongebob.

lastly, something happen yesterday, im so pissed off. didnt told anyone as i didnt have no one to tell to. people wont stop insulting me, offending me nonstop !

2009-09-08T20:47:00.002+08:00

picture of the day ;

tell me i look ugly.

nothing much for today, i forced myself to study but fail maybe start tomorrow. didnt do much today. now watching justice league of america. fun eh. jyeah, im bored too. maybe break fasting with friends tomorrow. gosh, someone's prepaid is low. sorry if im at fault aye ?

2009-09-07T19:30:00.002+08:00

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us plus mary.

ytd, break fast at bedok simpang. so full, i ate fish and chip and also mashed potato . so after that, went to geylang, where we almost got saman. heheh. luckily ibu saw then ayah started running

so then , went home. slept, sahur. sleep.

then woke up, 12, went to school. give travel declaration form. then went home, watch a cinderella story. the one that have selena gomez. i love her hair. then watch ramen girl. quite funny. then buka mee siam. nice. then ate mee hoon soup. then ate curry puff, prata. alot , i know. then now ibu and azhirah making kueh raya. pfft. 6 big bottles of cornflakes have been ordered from us. omg lahh.

abang just accidentally hit me with his watch when showing off his new watch.my lips hurt. thanks bro :)

heheh, im done here. need to help ibu. byeeeeeeeee.

2009-09-06T15:23:00.002+08:00

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i sooo missmiss eka !

yesterday, woke up at 12. yes 12. then went to ws, buy coupon. in the end, ayah didnt use it. oh woah. so then went to mak ngah's. saw eka ! ohmy, as usual she was cute ayee. then went to sempang renggam.

took one hour plus to pass both imigrations. my stomach hurts using those seatbelts so then i start hoping that the place was getting near. but no ! we went out of mak ngah's around 4 but reach sempang renggam at 6.15

oh great. so then bought kuih kuih kuih. kak sara's one cost 195,

ours 247, mak ngah pak ngah 670. great. then breakfast, just drank and ate my animal biscuits :)

i remember eka, giving my dad a kiss, she just pout and blink . cute pe !and she also like to call birds, we would snap our fingers , while she just try. cute.

so then went to pandan . ate , bought chewing gum. then bought lampu, cause i insist. cheyh . the ketupat lights are oh so dusty. so then went to q-style. as usual, people*hints* are so busy. dang it.

went home. reach home at 1 ? then abang open the door laughing. it was one stupid video that his friend ask him to watch. it is to prove mj death. oh so shock and funny. and believe me, he screamt like a girl. gayboy.

sahur, ate porridge and popiah. yay. pagi pagi je dah de msg dari si pendek tu. heheh. jkjk. then watch tv. jyeah. slept.

woke up at eleven. bathe, clean up room. mak and mama came . tonight start cornflakes. yay yay ! so then i was bored and i decide to watch the unborn. abang watch too. most of the time, i used this ikea softsoft blanket and abang use is hand , both covering eyes, some parts made me scream. but seriously, i think the scary-thing wont stop eh. but the show is quite similar to drag me to hell .

later break fasting at bedok simpang . yay ! i wna eat the mashed potato. oh so good.

goodbye, i blogged !

2009-09-04T17:35:00.002+08:00

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guides guides !

yesterday , azhirah slept at my room, first time. cause last time when i was attached, i shoo-ed her out of my room if she tries to sleep with me cause i kept calling my ex. so jyeah, she slept with me yesterday. and guess what ? she sleeps damn naughty, she was trying to conquere the whole bed with kicks. pfft.

went to school , heard bad news. then went class. great , i brought and signed letter but didnt for travel declaration form. how great. then physics. shall not say it here. but its okay xavier. i feel so pressured then. then it was mt, everyone did their own work, ignoring mr muhd TILL he said that must do homework. great, did it and cause me to be late for english. then english, did corrections anf file .

recess, i just kinda watch them talk about poly and jc stuff while i was very scared to get my report slip. oh jyeah , and at the same time, my stomach ache like so much, like someone stabbing it. the pain was till home. so then got result slip. disappointed much ?

went home, then watch bring it on-fight to the finish. i like their dancing. then after that watch dance flick. quite merepek eh. then after that blog.

heh. okayyy, im done here.