why this happen to me ?

i dont understand my fate. why is it always me .
but its over . i still love you , my love . but i still feel like im not forgiven .
to tell you the truth i was worried sick about you last night till i cant sleep . i kept on cry .
im sorry for ignoring you. really i am . i dont wanna fight with you again cause it always make me cry.
but still, if you want , go ahead . if it makes you happy, go ahead . i just want to see you happy . but breaking a promise , i would never trust you again . only that day okay ?

ok enough of fie baby . today went to school crying . then farah showed me something that made me more sad . then during paper 1 malay , suddenly forget about the format and all . started to cry again . i cant focus when youre im my head . then yeah . go clubhouse . made me cry again . then palyed captain balll....
okay people . thats quite enough i got no mood . seriously .