Tuesday, October 21, 2008


forgodsake, i tried, i tried to help but you kept using me .
i am SICK of being used, idiot !

i am seriously stress thinking about both of you . Mr , i know you want me to help you but look, she wont let me . instead she wasted my effort of trying. i so hurt. all you think is her and your relationship with . have you ever think of our feelings on helping her . you cant just SNAP! and problem is done . it takes time . you are hurt . i understand . very hurt . i know. i pity you . but do you pity us ?
ms, hello , im here to help . what you used me , and whenever others are there you ignore me.
IM HURT ! its already hard for us to comfort you . and you ignore me again .

i cry my heart out thinking about both of you. im pissed !



i am seriously done with being used !


ok . so after school . go home . mum said she was to tired to go to poly . WTF ! then go meet farah and rena to eat ! ouh i love them . then after that slacked . then go home . now at home . sitting . thinking . about it . im so hurt .

so now its just us .


i guess farah , rena and myself are dolls which they can used and ignore , right ?