oh god, i hate my love life .
its always getting worser . although the problem is okay , i still feel hurt and confuse .
he is definitely gonna avoid me .
and you are definitely happy abt me not talking to him anymore .
why does my lovelife goes the same routine always .
im kinda sick of it .
it soo hard for me to think straight .
many problems just keep rising these few days .
why ?
i feel hopeless . i've been making wrong decision and because of making wrong decision , it had lead me to a path which has alot of question marks around my head . i feel like ending my life .

you have no trust in me that i can do it . that ive change . i made a promise . and i wont break it .
you kept telling me and haunting me abt the past . for once i want you to put your trust and faith in me that i can do it .
do you even trust me ?
i may break the promise if you dont trust me .

whats the point of having relationship if you dont trust him or her ?
i gave you honesty . alot of it . i confessed to you abt him .
im so sorry .
ive learn my lesson .
i will listen to my heart when i make i decision next time . but all this made me lost my hope .
i feel like hating myself again .

to all people having relationships , make the right decisions by following your heart .
dont ever folloe your mind as it will lead you to my situation now .
treasure every moment when you make the right decision .