hello people . post about ytd . went to school . supervise again . syafiq kena called mr lau before morning assembly . his reaction was funny . then start school with eng . boring . then physics ate mamee and tamtam with diyana . camwhore a little . then maths . didnt do any maths sia. then after that eat . then stand at the hotsun waiting for nathan to call . then after that assembly lorh . lion dance freak me out again . then after that went home . wanted to follow iman and all go bugis but i need to study with waynn and lyza and moses and rena . so then after that went home . change waited for ibu . and it started . ran out of house crying like motherfucker . then sat underthe block . then called syawal . met iman . then yeah . i was okay then . syawal tk pecaye org nangis . then after that iman and khidir teman go downtown . and khidir went lost . so iman carried my bag . and then we saw 2e1 kiddos . cliff, wayne fatin , fariq and syafiq . then after that manage to go home take clothes plan to ______ . then after that gave iman chewing gum . then after that go downtown . then studied . bought double choc . im craving for it right now . then after that me and rena go buy mac . then after that, we ate . then i msg my mum telling her i wna sleepover at mama's house . and she didnt insist me too . i was pissed . if i were to runaway , i wouldnt tell her where i was going . like she did . that pissed me off. then she told ayah about it . and situation got worse . then after that went outside of mac cafe . with rena . she was an angel helping me . then after that iman ridzuan and khidir came . i was crying like someone died . was so depressed . i miss my penknife . then after that, followed iman go eat . i was so depressed . but they cheered me up . no one could resist ridzuan being a wonder woman . then they ate and made me laugh . then ayah insist me going home before 6 as he was scared me running away . then took my bag . bid goodbye to my study group . then followed iman and all to buy ridzuan's mother's birthday present . then went home . i was shivering afraid in the lift . then went home stayed in my room . then go mak ngah house . and nothing happen . eka was cute .
i didnt have the heart to leave my family, but my mom didnt . whose the one thinking here ?
i think im in the middle of crisis . i cant help it with my problem that i have. i really want to go counselling and relieve all my anger and stress . my life is getting worser and worser if i dont end it .
help me