hello . today go school macam biase . only little diff . then first period . CD . told ms ruth abt my crisis . then SS , fun ! then eng , BORING ! music for recess . then maths boring . i pity diyana . physics stupid test . then go downtown buy double chocolate with iman . then go lepak . then go school balek . for gg . gg was very tiring . i swear i felt like fainting because of the sun . then after that, got ten missed call . some from ayah others unknown . omg . i was deeply hurt . reading that msg . it shows they dont understand me at all . then after that met iman and went home .

i feel so insecure and hurt . why ? oh god , why must this happen to me ?

to i-hope-your-reading-this :

your words are not meant to be trusted . you said to me to gove you another chance for you to understand me . oh please , are you now ? you anyhow scolded me just because i forget to tell you . and you expect me to do somthing which i cant . you dont understand me . you've been handling azhirah with her primary school thing and focusing more on abang just because he is going jc . im sick of crying . please make this stop . i beg you .