maybe its a test from god . to test me how long i could wait for that something that i wanted . wanted something is that i really wanted is gonna need patience . its like waiting for that paramore hoodie i wanted . but something are maybe not meant to be ours . so yeah . i understand now . its all about thinking and patience . but i think i deserve it .
karma is the word . i believe in karma . this is an incident i will never forget in my live . there is such thing called karma .
thank you starlight .
for everything .