hello . must blog fast now . now at mama hse . today went to school . black face till SS cause hazwan's presentation was funny . hahahha . oh ya history . i was caught . i didnt bring textbook so then ran to carel ask for textbook . then turn to page 33 . i was caught . he was like , whose book is this . he saw carel's name and same 'carel wong lyn lee . girl guides .' in my head was like WTF . then after that was SS . thats when hazwan and sathieesh , they talk but no sound just actions . funny . then go recess . no mood . then POA . i dont understand . then amaths . okay la . i got 7 over 10 for the test . my answer were all right just put arrow wrong . circle this wrong . so minus marks lah . but i just want my answers to be right . thats all . then go eat with jiamin . then talk with ones i love ; jiamin waynn sharifah moses . i love our alien language lah please . then after that go meet counsellors . veronica very pretty please . then go clubhouse . visit mr ridzuan . then go buy jiamin's skirt . then after that go take bag . sat with ruzaideeeeeee . teman him . he was lonely waiting for nasyitah and all as they had band . then cca ended . go bubble tea . iman was there ! then go slack . then go mama house . then bath . then go fetch nas and sent her home . take pay . go home . byebye .

this sucks . life sucks . i dont know why i always feel this way .

forgive me everyone for my behaviour . sometimes i wish to end my

life . so that i would feel what im feeling now . help me . i feel like going

counselling . i wouldnt want to explain what i feel now because

its typical . and maybe jiamin would understand . i must control .

i'll try . but if i dont . i'll never forget my mistakes this time .