love

us

jiamin

waynn

lyza

jermaine

syahin

carel

sharifah

izzah

ytd was fun .

went to meet jiamin , then go meet the rest at ws. didnt know alot would turn up .

so then go take train to vivo then choose movie . i dont want watch cause i dont understand all show .

then after that go follow jiamin go daiso .

then buy drink water and rena pencil case .

i didnt expect the drink to be so addictive sia .

so then after that go sentosa .

i was with izzah all the way . so then go museum . then yeah . the show was created beutifully .

then after that , walk around . walk through a jungle . freak out , izzah stepped on something . then got one doll like smilling sia. then see the old days, toilet , everyone including me screamed .

i laughed when i saw everyone screaming .

then after that, some freak out seeing the doll moving.

then after that go pahlawan beach . change and played with water .

i just wanted to play with water but then jiamin pulled chloe in the water , then izzah , then me . then wetwetwet .

then izzah, chloe me go wash up . go out toilet it was raining. then wait for tram .

then talktalktalk to izzah . i miss talking to her .

then after that go vivo . all go watch movie except me jiamin and izzah . go eat at banquet . talk talk talk .DRANK QOO ! my craving currently .

then after that go hawker centre then go harbourfront centre find waynn and lyza .

then sent izzah go mrt . then we go find the rest at on top . then after that took photo then go ljs .

ate at banquet already . then after that me and waynn go buy drink at daiso . then wanted to go back to ljs . but we got lost .

then go new urban male . saw an orange bag . 129. fucking nice can . i want it . i want it .

then after that go home .

outram park , my phone rang . it was my mum. she shouted alot asking me to go home .

first time she said she didnt care what excuse i have . felt like crying .

why cant i have freedom just like all my other friends ?

then went home crying . lyza sent me to my house . then gave her umbrella . then she went home . nearly got .. then ibu nagged . i was just listening but when i heard

'kau tgk abang kau , skola kat tampines jc , balek rumah teros . dier mintak ibu 2 dolar aje tau !'

for the sake of jiamin .

'look at your brother , school at tampines jc, go home straight . he only ask me for 2 dollars only !'

seriously, i hate it when she compares me with my brother and me . i was really depressed .

just wish there was a penknife in my hand . i felt hopeless. no meaning for me to live no more.

slept . then woke up . now at home . mak and mama . came . all my mother do is talk about me . compared somemore . she said that if lyza was nt to come in my house , i would have been beaten up . so yeah .

this is my life . and i hate it so much .

no one could replace my best friends ;
jiamin ; for cheering me up . you look retarded but you did a good deed :)
waynn ; for cheering me up . you're the best .
lyza ; for sending me home . i appreciate it alot . i owe you .
syahid ; for understanding .

sharifah ; for understanding .
carel ; for caring .