family crisis;

is it going to end

hello , today was awaken by bear scratching the bed matress . he like suddenly chase after me . i was like , how sweet . then when i open the door , he ran to the kitchen to eat . betrayer cat .

so then after that got ready , go to school . was late .

talk to mr ong . he is caring , alright .

then bio , didnt concentrate , because new topis is extremely hard , and kept thinking about my family problems . seriously , its hard to concentrate . i forced myself to write answers but nothing went in my head . at that point , i felt hopeless . cried .

then after that was maths , forced myself to study but i cant seem to . there was a part of me inside screaming, forcing me to study but i seriously cant .

then counselling , miss mah was being understanding . she told me to apologise to my mum eventhough its not my fault and said i cant change about my mum's feelings towards mama .

what to do ? then after that was physics . i was feeling good then .

POA , test postpone to friday . then assembly was fun .

then after school ate , then played scrabble with ms rineal .

ms rineal won . so confusing please . and this friday we are playing against girl guides from onther school . which means , i have to remember alot of words .

then went out school . met izzul . got bubble tea , go mama house eat.

then went home ,

IM HOME .

everyone is having silent treatment

i'll accept that . ok now , im stressing up with my studies .

i've been lagging alot in bio , physics and maths(both)