oh god, tell me why must i live life like this ?

that's the most hurting question i need to know the answer . again .

i shld remember today's date . 10 march . happy fifteen ary . so sorry this date is a hurtful date to me .

go school . bio , maths, mt , recess, physics, POA

bio did nothing

maths was ok

mt did writting alot .

recess didnt ate

physics chatted alot with riphdy and willie and dee .

POA was ok.

after school ate . finish emaths . then go home .

it happen . and my dad , blames me without knowing the story .

he was going to kick me with his knee .

what shld i do ?

only death can help me escape my pain and misery . seriously, i cant stand the pain .

i even can help myself to tell my friends about this , especially , Jiamin .

i wont tell you no more about him , alright .

my heart cant stand the misery no more . i feel like dying already . oh god, what's the point of living ? i cant take this anymore . i wish to die .