third post of the day , i just have to express my feelings out .
i found my weakness .
love . yeah . something bad happen just know . now way to turn to . was very stress .
doing alpha and beta when it happen . no one would listen . no one would understand . i feel very down . i dont know where to turn to anymore . its such a typical dilemma im in . i wish to like dissappear from everything so that it will end . im tired of getting hurt . and im tired of getting the blame of hurting people. so i must work things out .
and here we go again .