today woke up . eat . slack at home . sorry people cant follow .
im scared to ask my mum . so yeah , idk wether im going out with mama or not .
im bored . i want QOO badly . update later .

the more i think about it , the more hurt i feel .

[updated]


okay , followed mama go sengkang mall . bought mocha frappe . then go ntuc .
then went home . supposingly met jiamin, waynn, jia en rena and lyza . but because
they were late so went home .
at home , my mum ask follow go eat at changi and go see the band .
firstly , im full
second , the band is boring .
she expect me to follow . i said no . and all her nonsence flow .
she said that she know that i want to go out after she go out .
then i shouted to her telling that jiamin they all were late cause they still at airport when mama want send me go ws . she say want, if she didnt scold me , i would go .
idontcare lah ! actually she scolded me already . i want go sia , its just that jiamin they all were late .
then she was like paiseyh seeing me cry for NO FUCKING REASON !
and another thing is that she lost trust in me . she wont believe me anymore.
shit lah . i hate this . then she kept asking 'why are you lazy ? why you dont want to listen to me '
she like demanded an answer . i just shut up .
i was like shouting in my mind saying ' BECAUSE YOU LIKE TO COMPARE ! '
cb !
i seriously have give up on my family problems .
sorry , lyza , jiamin, rena, jia en , waynn . terribly sorry cant come . i tried to .
but some people dont like to see me be happy . what to do .