weird
i won .


pwetty lisa .

retards

heloo. today was class outing . stressful . but alot came . thanks for not bringing me down .

so me and dee go put name at namelist . end up was late . then after that , go study at top floor .

abang and kak farah and sebok azhirah came . disturb us . then after that go meet 3e2 then after that played bowling . fcking stress with the payment . then after that played . i won wayne by 1 point .

then after that go eat with willie and dee . ite boys beside us were talking about f _ _ _ _ _ _ !

hahahahha . then went ntuc . bought magazine . temptation .

mama , your 10 dollar , i spend it on the magazine i always buy . hehehe !

then after that met jiamin and waynn . shocked , laugh , depressed, stress .

jia en and bryan *smile widely* came soon . then bought strawberries . cheer me up a little .

then after that went home . crying .

why must i change , cant just people like me for who i am ?

why must i change to someone im not ?

why must you people threaten me to change ?

why must every problem make me cry ?

why must this go on ?

why must this problem be repeated after 3 or 4 years ago ?

why must it hurt me so much ?

why must you people hate it ?

why must i change ?

why cant i be who i am ?

why cant i just be hurt-free ?

why cant you people understand everyone in the world have attitude problem ?

why cant you let me know ?

if you still hate me , tell me please . i will at least avoid you .

i tried changing . but its so hard .

i thought its over but unfortunately its not .

maybe im a jinx . so dont come near me .

fuck , i cannot stop crying .

shit, i kept thinking about what she said .