went to meet izzah then go central in the morning .

then mt . so sleepy . then humanities . 14/20 . one more mark to A1 .

then SS . fun . understand .

then physics. dont understand .

then POA cash account ? okok la.

then maths . was like dont understand

feel like cant catch up . feel like im losing everything . feel so hurt .

feel so damn hurt about one stupid message . feel like slashing . so many things are on my mind right now . i just feel like dying . alot of people are better of without me . i feel like im always making mistakes and causing everyone problem . maybe im born a troublemaker or a jinx .

when will i ever stop feeling so misery and hurtful .

oh god, make it stop . im suffering alot right now . family plus study plus personal ones .

i must say the message was very hurtful . i feel like crying my heart out .

no point for me to live no more .

i wish for a penknife .