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hello , ytd , went swimming at jurong east, without abang ,

dad's driving ytd was scary , enul know why . then reached there , change . i wore pe shirt , hahha, green . and shorts . then went to the lazy ride . azhirah can stand and still she is afraid . ahaha .then inside cave, some gang start singging their song in the cave . i find that annoying . but then i saw fahmi . then after that , suddenly , there was lightning and thunder . so sat at the foodcourt . then ayah change .then can swim again . wasted . me and ibu and azhirah went to the wave thingy . hahahah , so fun . then lifeguard said about my tshirt . then go lazy ride . lifeguard said about my tshirt . hehehe . then go change . go eat at clementi . that's when i got pissed off with azhirah , showing her manje . part of me inside started crying already , only god knows .

then after that went home . at nine fifteen , i went to bed.

today , as i was eating , msg mama, i feel pity for mak .

this is all my mum and myself fault . she is being so stingy , when i wanted to sleepover at my aunt , just at 461 .

but if at makngah house she allows and doesnt get worried .

the only thing came into my mum when she shows this attitude is that she dont like mama because she thinks that mama is bad influence to me ,

but miss mah agreed with me about cannot changing my mum feelings towards my aunt . im at a lost right now .

syahid ,

be a man will ya ? stop crying over family problems .

you're showing that your weaker than me , im sure you're not !

come on , you must learn to struggle in such situations . find a solution .

there are loads of solution you need to think of, but not

COMMIT SUICIDE !

ingat, Allah tak akan terima orang bunuh diri sendiri .

its sinful .

dont think too much .