everyone is too formal sia, and i blocked mak face .

abang hafiz ! and mama. abang guntur !

boo. yesterday had bbq .

quite fun , i actually bonded with all my mothers cousin that were all quite young uh . azhirah brought her bike . then went to rent bike . rode bicycle for half an hour then started eating . seriously i was eating prawn non-stop . kak aisyah saw me going to the table to take prawn and to the rubbishbin to peel the prawn and back to the table . wth . im so gaining weight . then, kak fadilah came !

then me , azhirah , kak aisyah , kak emma , abang guntur , kak yati , kak ani sat beside the path watching people run . then azhirah gave riddle .

azhirah : okay okay , ape bende tak boleh masok plastic ? it is alive .

kak aisyah : kucing ?!

azhirah : no .

shikin : no ? that time kau bilang teka teki ni , kau kate answer dier kucing ?!

everyone started smiling and pointing at azhirah especially abang guntur.

azhirah beat me continuosly infront of everyone .

she is like beating me infront of people , i felt like crying already . i kept saying 'biarkan , im used to it already' then abang guntur kept pulling azhirah towards him . went to toilet with mama and mak and people . i cried instead of going to the toilet .then abang guntur talk to me about azhirah , counselling . hah. to him , he said that if i let her continue to beat me , i may die few years later cause she can kill me . i didnt think that far , seriously .

then, i sat with abang hafiz and kak fadilah . soon , azhirah came to sit with the three of us . wtf is wrong with you . beat me up , now following me . fuck . then i forget what happen till she was not happy with me , she threw sand at me . wtf . i cried again while messaging akmal.

then around 12 , we went home . i went home , wash up then sleep.

too tired .haish , having azhirah in my life is torchering .

bye.