pictures of the day ;

i dont like my fingers ah , bengkok aje.

abang said i look tall .
kak fadilah ! yay , finally i took a picture with her , tpi ader extra .

eka knows my colour .

okay , long post it is .

saturday :

had soo much fun after buying shoe at eastpoint , i slept at mama's . then at night me , mama , azhirah abg hafiz and abg wan went to send kak fadilah home . so then we go drive thru after that , macdonald at sengkang swimming . gosh i went there before . heheh . mama pun tau . then went back slept cause the next day going to pulau ubin . and i swear i love that night ! something sweet happen . i just love it .

Sunday :

at 4.30 im the morning , i suddenly cant sleep . so i just toss and turn . tryna sleep . then suddenly i heard something fell . since the house have three cats , i didnt worry much , cause ayang like to chase bear and qumi . few seconds after that sound , mak knocked mama's door , saying

'bahrom jatoh !' , i swear mak is shouting like she is crying . so went out , saw him on the toilet floor . abang hafiz was awaken then . everyone help to stand up and hold him except me and irah . he cant walk no more . he needs support . and still he doesnt want to go to the doctor . so then phoned ambulance . ambulance came and took om , we then went to the hospital a little bit later .

hearing that he is safe , we all have the rights to go to pulau ubin since he is safe in the hospital rather than at home alone . i thank god for making it happen before we went pulau ubin .

so went to changi , and god , my mood went super duper fucking low .

ibu's fault for siding azhirah went we were fighting . abang even back me up by saying 'ibu asik side azhirah aje' to ibu . 'ntah ! ' i said out loud . then i went walking alone . then kak fadilah wanted to take a group photo . i was sooo out of the photo , so then ibu ask me to move in . then i just stared at her . then azhirah said 'deh ni sengaje tau diri sini !' , then i realise that i was blocking her . god , its so not my fault . i just hold back tears from then on , not tryna show her satisfaction .

then fun started , went to pluck fruits . saw orang gile . she scolded us for plucking the rambutan tree , that isnt hers . its just near her house . plus , the whole tanah is not yours . garment bought it . freakshow .

then after that went in this jungle for sweet sweet SWEET rambutans . heheh . one uncle chop the tree down and we help to pluck the fruit from the branch . fun tau . i took pictures only . then when heading back , abang hafiz stepped on my slipped and we bought was gonna fall frontwards . but we didnt , and i thought my slipper putus . but no .

after that took some photos at tok aim's house . abg wan broke his tooth for eating too much rambutan . thats gonna be a sweet memory .

okay after that went back .

went to tampines to eat , then to mak ngah's , eka can crawl . she is so effing cute . there was once , she pulled my phone's lanyard or smth till my face was right infront of hers, then she took my glasses . i thought she wanted my phone . then after that went home , bath and change , then to hospital to see om . it was terrifying seeing him so hopeless. but we can see that semangat kuat dier masih adr .

today ; monday , school day . urgh . BORING . only english and physics was fun . we played truth or dare , me xavier shawn sagiri talk crap till physics. i was paying attention just that they were talking about hilarious stuff. heh. then jonathan said smth about britney spears , then shawn was like asking this stupid question , then me and sagiri were like 'walao' at the same timing . hah .

then went home early tau . then after that, right after i set my foot in the house , ibu said 'om masuk icu ' , god , im so scared .

and ibu said pokde nak ikut . i was like pissed. mama, pokde dont like om , buat aper nak ikut , pokde lagi kurang ajar dgn om depan adek. om tgh sakit tebaring kat sofa , dier mati mati suruh mak kejut om suruh masuk bilik sebab dier nak tgk tv . takde hati perut langsung ah pokde. dier penting kan diri dier je . oh yes , dgn dier penting kan duit je jugak !