Friday, July 10, 2009

picture of the day ;
i am nothing but trouble.

let me tell you, today is like the WORSE day ever !
start with poa text, did adjustment then realise that my closing stock was actually 21200 not 21000. fuck, everything wrong if like that. oh, fuck.

then bio, ms sharifah teaching is okay lah . as long as i can understand then can already. okay. then SS, watch v for vendetta or smth . dunno spell uh . ate pringles , salt and pepper . xavier brought it. nice.
then it was maths, i was alil bit cranky lah.because of that someone.
dont want to talk about it .then recess , and after that.
ohhhhhhhhhhh, it started.
was ask to tell the truth, saw tears.
show tantrums in class.
ran to the toilet. heard farah sayang and jannah's voice. thanks.
sagiri , jiamin me talk things out.

i feel guilty. although you guys said telling the truth was a right thing to do , i really felt im at fault because , tears was seen, i breakdown, confusing sagiri, and troubling jiamin. and lastly , disturbing everyone's mood . its my fault. im sorry. this is my life, im always surrounded with things that i need to do that i didnt think of first , im so sorry you guys ,
especially sagiri
you know what i did wrong , when i told them , first thing came in my mind was that i was scared that you are going to get mad at me when you know its me. also sorry, for not telling when i was in the toilet.
sorry for not opening the door.
sorry for forcing you to let go of me .
sorry for everything. im a problem child, my parents say so.

lastly, i feel so confused reading your post.