picture of the day ;

eric , mary guo.

picture by me, carebear by jiamin , and rose from admirer.

ooooh, im curious. haha.

started day with bad mood. my mother simply said that everything i have will get lost. oh well. i didnt dare to ask my brother to pass me something to someone because ibu didnt top up his card and he somehow was on fire. oh well.

went to school, sadly xavier is still like that. like friday. its okay. poa first, okayyy. then humanities. appease. nice. then mt, test. then it was bio, i had fun cause i understood although laboring the heart was woah ! then it was test. i find amaths more managable then emaths. oh well. then ss treat. thank you ms shaheeda.

then went home, change , watch step up 2, omgggggg ! jiamin know why.

then met sagiri at her house, saw zub. then went ehub , saw eric there. then ate fish and co. at subway. then when to watch movie. where got ghost .

it was mostly scary lahh.

i find myself torchered. i wish i would have sat with jiamin so that i would talk things out. the cinema , scary movie, reminds me of only one person. ohh god. and i cried while people was still..

i feel very lonely, i admit. but i have to get use to it. and also, as jiamin said, nothing can be done. i'll have to accept all this.

went home. now listening to sunday bloody sunday.

i felt anger, sadness, stupidness, regret just now. so many feelings, my feelings are all mixed up , even i myself couldnt figure out.

lastly, i feel pissed. thanks jyea.

oh wait, not forgeting, 16th august, sweet sixteen to izzul yea !

dont give up.

and today, 17 august ,

Happy Birthday Akmal,

thank you so much for being my friend.