picture of the day ;

screw you. why cant i have guy friends ? is it wrong. oh im sorry then. you dont know my friends so dont ever judge a book by its cover.

problems are rising, but i wont stop my revision. forgodamn sake, i cant stand family sometimes. yesterday, i planned to stay home study but instead i caught up in ibu's persuation to follow them with tanjung to some car autoshop and then to mustafa. then only good thing i did was i read my book till finish. hah . clap for that please.

so then at mustafa, i caught in dad's persuation to pay all the things we took using my nets. total was 78.95. baik. i'll be expecting more in my bank from him. then off to get food at beach road. that was went i finish my book. damn happy. awestruck. then after that headed to geylang to buy durians. both family there were so extremel engrossed with durians.

irritating, i should say.

next, we went changi , ate all our food there, after munching on my starfruit, i stargaze while texting gigz. savethestars mahh. haha. then after that i got real bored and cranky due to my mum. i was like 'ibu, adek nak balek.' alot of times. she kept replying, 'dah nak balek lah ni ' the more she said that , the more topics the two parents open up to talk while azhirah and fidzlynn were busy playing, and me , FUCKING LEFT OUT. i got really pissed off i tell you. till my phone was dead. i use my mum's phone. then the one that had sympathy was roslee tanjung, not even my parents. uh, whatthe. tkpe uh kay.

then today woke up, went to study, before that, mak told my mum about me slacking at 461, oh great. nice going grandma, what wrong did i ever done to you ?! then i call ibu saying i want to go out, then when she ask where i heard ayah saying 'nanti dier pegi bawah rumah mama dier lepak' uh fuck. i shouted at the phone, hang up , went out without waiting for them to return home. then after that went 461 awhile. then went downtown, study, ate, mama fetch go hardland mall at kovan. nice place. i had a nice chat with mama, at least she understand, at least she have time to talk to me about life, not like my mum, everytime i say things relevant to life like boys she will say ' jangan nak mengada ngada lah '

padehal , i wanted to have a heart to heart talk with her. baik uh.

it feels not like going home, but somehow, i thought, maybe mama ask me out because she wants to send me home so that i wont runaway again. see, mama care. haiyo.

last night, my dad's uncle, tok bak , passed away , last time i saw him fit, no sickness was at a wedding, among all my dad's aunties and uncles, he was the only one to pull me and kiss me. i find that awkward. but knowing that he passed away, it kinda made me sad. he was kind. i told this to tasha she said that maybe tokbak alr know that he was about to die. haha. yea right. kay, imma call my friend then go to sleep.

goodnight people.