im heading to bed but i want you, to read this.

if you cant stand me ? why do you still like me. im sure you got other girls. and dont think of me being self centered only, which human isnt self centered, you your ownselve is being selve centered. you kept saying you are hurt, but do you realise that you've hurt me for these two fucking days ?

yeah , to you i maybe self-centered, but ive tried okay, caring about you, about your family, about your mum. remember ? im trying okay, dont you appreciate little stuff i do ? NO.

i gave in to everything just to make you feel satisfied. but did you appreciate it.

you said that i made your hopes high just be saying 'i miss you' to you ?

look at the distance we live in , i rarely meet you. i cant barely count the meets we have you know. please think.

i admit that i wasnt listening to your problems lately, because you rarely tell me alright.

and lastly you finally said that you hated me. i'll accept that rather that protesting to make you feel better alright.

oh, and about tasha, well i dont know that much about what she think about this. and yea, i told her everything, i cant be possibly putting her perspective here. so why dont you ask ?