picture of the day ;

its hard to believe but im, having fun.

this week, school's having camp. and upper sec's camp is all the learning journey and talks. yesterday, went to discovery centre. quite dull. and stupid, cause the bus actually went to science centre instead of singapore discovery centre, and then , the driver didnt know how to go to discovery centre from centre.

okay haha.that i can focus on my studies, which i really cant at the moment. again, im feeling so much emotions. mixed up ones. today, had those motivational talks. well, it didnt work much but i sort of had fun sitting with shawn, willie, yee swen , dee and zul. i got my hand painted orange, how could i not be happy ?

then after that headed home, to grab karangan book and did it with mary outside school, and handed in school. headed to meet friends. for awhile cause i rarely see them nowadays.

headed home then, i dont know why, i felt so weak that i slept from i got home till eight and still refused to wake up and bathe. but in the end, i did. for the sake of eating dinner.

im getting pretty tired of updating my blog when i got nothing to say here rather than my private one.

the reason why i said motivational talks arent working now. cause they are sooo many things on my mind which i want to settle and clear them out so that i can focus on my studies, which i really cant at the moment. urgh. im feeling alot of mixed up emotions again. help me.