school was as per normal today . i brought maths and history textbook, turns out that i didnt even use both, just like last thursday. oh well. raj is sick. and our maths will definitely be affected. i started reading my book, some may say 'finally' but because i cant get myself to study due to recovering from some breakdowns, i started reading. its a good habit but bad habit for this timing cause i have to get myself to prepare for my fucking o's instead of reading, but pfft. i cant help it. book is about vampyres. yes, vampyres instead of vampires. i dont know why but it seems so cool , 'vampyres'after school, i went to eat with sagiri, then met up with ms ruth for awhile, oh mann, how much i miss her. i miss her sweet voice nagging, teaching us bio. having re test to push us to where we are suppose to be targeted. she is so different from the bio teacher now. i prefer ms ruth a whole damn lot. okay so after that, i went to meet friends. turns out i was alone, soon lan came, and izzah. ooh, chemistry. haha. i headed to downtown with izzah to eat while she got some stupid stuff for her stupid thing. but it ended nice, i have to admit.
after that went back to meet friends and then i went home, went out with ibu and azhirah to tampines to buy new phone cover. then after that we bought food for dinner. bought mac. at home we ate, and ibu said about how sleeping will affect body weight, then my bro was like 'dah gemok dah !'
since he was shirtless, he looked down on his stomach, then i showed my mum mine, and soon my sister. joke. it totally made me laugh. my mum reacted 'nanti korang tak jage badan, gemok nanti !'
bro > dah pun.
me > i want that to happen please.
okay, recently got to know someone's attached. congrat ABANG FIEE. hehe. yea, my abang angkat, whom we are close, mostly through chat and texting, i really thank you for lending an ear for me. i told him how i felt tonight, i told him everything till i got so frustrated now. ohwell, imma pick myself up and grow stronger mentally. that will help and prevent guys from hurting me again. okay, i wanna do homework. kinda late alr, i know.
goodbye.
